Healing Him || P.JM ✔

Chapter 55

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Maze's pov

I was washing the dishes. But my mind still think about what happened last night, after he calm down he tell me his nightmare. And i was shocked, i don't know why he dream about that, but i know it must be something serious, i can't let it be.

So this morning, i call my mom for advice since she is a school psychologist. She give some advice and i will definetly take it, if it was someone else i'll just say 'oh it's nothing just a bad dream go back to sleep'

But knowing Jimin, and everything he went through in his life and how he react. I know i have to do something for his own good, mine and his two children.

"Good morning sweetheart "

I feel Jimin lips on the nap of my neck,  and  hug me from behind. I jump a little.

"Sorry, i scare you"

He said softly. I sigh and turn to face him. I stare at him studying his feature, he seems to be good today. Like nothing had happen but i can't forget  the distress on his face last night.

"Are you okay Jimin?"

I ask him, now looking in his eyes.

"Yeah, im good why?"

He ask putting some distance between us.

"Because last night-"

"Last night i had a bad dream. It's nothing"

I frown. He try to push the topic away, means he don't want to talk about it.

"Jimin i think we should talk about it more seriously. I call my mom this morning and-"

"You call your mom and tell her about that ?"

He said in disablief,  furrow his eyebrows. I sigh trying to forget that it's the second time he cut me off.

"Yeah i call her, and she said that maybe... maybe you should see a professional, for help"

His expression was blank he stare at me. I don't like the look he's giving me now.

"You think im crazy just because i did a bad dream"

He said in a low voice.

"Don't see it like that. It's not because you will see a therapist that you are crazy"

I said softly.

"Well, i don't share your opinion"

I sigh.

"Look babe. It's completely fine after everything that happened to you, im really surprise you didn't ask or see a professional before. It's not the first time that happened and after your dream last night you scare me... i don't want to see you like that again"

"Maze, im okay. I don't need help or anything like that, i think you are overreacting"

He said and walk away from me to the living room.

"Jungkook ?"

He said surprised when he see him with Christian watching tv.

"Oh, you are up. Good morning "

Jungkook said and stand up walking toward him.

"What are you doing here ?"

Jimin ask and then turn his head to me, like he is asking me.

"I call him"

I said responding to him, he raise an eyebrow.

"Why don't you tell all the city about me while you are at it"

He said mad.

"Jimin she call me because she is worried about you. You should be grateful"

Jungkook reply and i smile thanking me.

"I don't need any help im good"

"Stop saying that. You think you are okay but you are not, don't see it in the bad way"

Jungkook said to him and im glad he try as hard as me to convince him. Jimin laugh.

"I see you are on her side hun ?"

I rolled my eyes.

"Seriously Jimin ?"

I said and he look at me.

"I don't have time for that..."

He said walking away again.

"Don't walk away from me Jimin"

I said sternly walking toward him. I stand in front of him.

"Why don't you see that all i want is to help you to get better"

We stare at each other, his eyes keep on mine like he want to say or do something, but he said nothing.

"Jimin do you trust me ?"

I ask. He frown a little bit.

"Why you ask me that ?"

He said irritated and look away from my eyes.

"Jimin...."

I said again.

"Do you trust me ?"

He clench his jaw. He look stressed

"Look at me"

He don't. I take his hand caressing softly, he didn't rejectin me so it's good.

"Babe, look at me"

He turn his head slowly to me and i see his eyes are teary. I sigh sad

"Do you trust me?"

I ask again in a little voice.

"Yes"

He said and i feel my breath taking away. Finally, finally Jimin is letting me in, i smile.

"Im asking you to see a professional for your own good babe, not because you are crazy or something.  You need to talk to somebody about your problems and understand what is going on on that pretty korean head. Please think about it, me,  Christian and the baby, the boys need their dad"

  I said softly looking at him.

"You change a lot Jimin, but the dream you did just confirme that your fear is always here. Maze is right you need to think about your family, you need them and they love you. Do it for yourself and for them "

Jungkook said, i forget that he was still here for a second. Jimin smile looking at him.

"Thank you"

Jungkook nod. And that makes me think that i need to learn korean. I receive a bone- crushing hug from Jimin. Even with my big baby bump he still try to pull me close to him  and i hug him back. I feel his heart beating so fast, it makes me tightens the hug.

"I love  you sweetheart"

"I love you Jimin"

I said feeling the tears running down my cheeks.
Im happy he is agreed, i hope it will help him. It's all i ask, we could get through it as long he trusted me and don't shut me out.