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AN- I don't know if I mentioned it before but Ashton is Ashton Irwin haha.

I don't know how long I have been in London. I think it has been a little over three months. I don't know what to expect but I know that I can trust Harry. I know he loves me and I love him but he has yet to say it to me again.

Harry is spending today working so he won't be home. I don't really like being left alone here but sometimes it's nice to have some alone time. It makes me even more excited to see Harry at the end of the day. He leaves early this morning kissing me on my forehead as he leaves.

I sleep in as late as I can but force myself out of bed so that I can get ready for the day and do some chores. I throw on some leggings and a a light pink t shirt from my room. I've been wearing Harrys clothes a lot to bed lately but I don't want to lay around in his sweats all day. The shift is short and tight fitting but still comfortable. After getting ready I head downstairs to start a loud of laundry. As I throw some clothes into the machine I hear a loud knock at the door making me jump.

Harry always hold me that If someone comes to the house to not answer and act as if no one is home. I walk quietly over to the door and look through the peep hole to see Ashton standing there with his arms crossed. He has a black eye i'm guessing from the other day when Harry beat him up. For like the hundredth time. I decide to open the door.

"Hey." I say. I lean against the door.

"Is Harry here?" He asks and I shake my head no.

"Great..." He shoves past me and walks into the living room.

"What are you doing?" I shut the door and follow after him.

"Tell me Bella." He walks up towards me and pins me against the wall. He places his hands on both sides of me trapping me close to him. I can smell the alcohol on his breath. I shouldn't have let him in.

"Stop." I almost whisper as I hold back tears. Is he going to kill me?

"Tell me Bella." He says again.

"Tell you what!" I raise my voice.

"Tell me that you love me! And not him." He backs up and runs his hands through this hair.

"What?" I walk up towards him. "Ashton why would I love you?" That came off a lot harsher then I intended. " I mean, you have been nothing but horrible to me!" He sits down on the couch as I stand in front of him.

"I love him Ashton." I say softly. "Is that what you want to hear?" I cross my arms. He looks angry yet hurt at the same time.

"No." He gets up and backs me up against the wall again. "Bella." He traps me in between his arms and I'm too scared to move. "I want you." I shake my head.

"Please let me go." I whisper.

He leans and in and presses his lips to mine. I freeze for a moment before pushing him with all of my strength.

"Ashton get away from me!" I scream as tears run down my face.

"Bella, come with me." He says. Is he not hearing anything I say. "You can live with me." He says.

"No! Stay away from me." I run past him and go as fast as I can up the stairs but I hear him running after me. I run to Harrys room and lock the door and back up with tears falling down my face.

"Bella!" Ashton bangs on the door.

"You need to leave!" I yell out. "Harry will be home any minute!"

"I'm going to make you're life a fucking nightmare!" He continues to bang on the door. "Starting with Peter Harper!" My heart drops into my stomach.

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