She ~ Harry styles fan fiction

18

"Here." I hand a beer to Ashton and then to Niall who thanks me, unlike Ashton. I return to the kitchen where Crystal sits and take a seat with her.

"Bella can I trust you." She says I take a seat.

"Crystal, of course." I give her a concerned look.

"Okay. Okay." She takes a deep breath and then she perks up with a smile from cheek to cheek. "Niall proposed to me!" She shows me the ring on her hand and my eyes widen.

"Crystal! Congratulations!" She leans in and I hug. "I can't believe I didn't notice that rock on your finger!" I say taking her hand back in mine. I can't help but be a tiny bit jealous of her relationship with Niall. They truly are perfect for each other and she seems so happy.

"Don't tell Harry because it's still a secret! Not that these guys care anyways." She laughs and I nod in agreement.

"I'm so, so happy for you Crystal. Truly." I say making her smile again.

"Thank you Bella. It means so much." She grabs my hand. I almost look up to her like an older sister. "My father has already begun setting up the wedding preparations so it will most likely be very soon!" She says happily.

"I hope I get to go." I honestly don't know if Harry would let me.

"What! Of course you'll be able to go!" She nudges me. "Niall and Harry are very exclusive members in Savage so everyone will be there." My smile quickly turns into a frown when she says everyone will be there.

"Everyone meaning Michael Vance?" I ask.

"Oh. Yeah, Michael will be there." She looks down at her lap almost like she's guilty. "My father is very close to him." she says.

"Oh." It's hard to talk about this stuff with her. The gang her father works for wants me dead. But my father probably wishes the same thing about her Father. There's this awkward tension between us. "I sorta hate all of this." I say breaking the silence.

"Me too!" She says loudly. I think she was waiting for me to say it.

Both of our heads turn to the kitchen door as Harry and Niall walk in. Crystal gets up and run over to him and the kiss. I look over to Harry who keeps his head down.

"Alright well, see you guys." Niall says and smiles at me. 

"Bye Bella!" Crystal runs over to me and hugs me. Harry follows them to the front door and I walk behind him. He closes the door behind them.

"So they are getting married." Harry says and sits on the couch and I sit across from him. "The wedding is in a few days." He says and my eyes widen. Damn, gang members work fast.

"Wow that's fast." I say and Harry nods.

"Yeah." He rubs the back of his neck. "I don't know what he sees in her anyways. She's very obnoxious."

"I like her." I respond. Yes, she's loud and bubbly but she's nice and has good intentions.

"Come here." Harry opens his arms and I walk over to him and straddle him. He runs his hands through my hair and kisses me gently. "I've been dying for them to leave so I could be with you." He says and I smile.

"Me too." I lean in a kiss him.

After my nightmare last week, Harry promised to me that he wouldn't let anything happen to Peter. I've been sleeping a lot better knowing this and Harry spends every night in my room. I don't know where we stand but I have more trust in him then I did before. I see a change in him, it's small but he isn't switching back and forth with me like he was before. He's being kind to me.

Harty quickly flips me onto my back on the couch and runs his hands up and down my sides as he kisses me roughly. We haven't done anything more since that one night. He's being very cautious with me, knowing that this is all new to me. But I want to make him feel good.

"Harry." I whisper against his lips and he pulls away from and leans over him.

"I want to do something for you." I say and he smiles.

"Bella, I don't know if your ready for that." He says and sits up and pulls me up with him.

"Do you not want me to." I say quietly.

"Bella." He says and pushes my hair behind my ear. "Of course I want you to. I just don't want to pressure you into anything at all." He says.

"You're not pressuring me. Harry I want to." I say and run my hands down to his thigh.

"Okay. I'll walk you through it. I stand up and he pushes me down to my knees as I lean over his lap. He grabs my chin leans down to kiss me. "Are you sure?" He asks again and I laugh and nod. I start to tug at his pants. "Okay!" He pulls down his pants and the reality of this hits me and I become nervous. What if I don't do it right?

He stands up and pulls down his boxers slowly and I stay crotched down. He pulls down his boxers all the way and his length is right in front of my face. I grow very nervous now because his thing is well, really big. He leans down and grabs my hand and moves it up and down his length taking a deep breath. He lets go and I continue to move my hand up and down.

"Fuck... Whenever you... umm... are ready you can take a deep breath and put it... in your mouth." He struggles to get his words out and I nod. I pump my fingers up and down preparing myself to take him in my mouth. I take a deep breath and push him in my mouth. His head fall back and I look up to him and I move my head up and down. "Keep your... hand pumping too... Fuck Bella." I move my hand back to the him and move my hand and mouth simultaneously.

"Fuck..." He moves his hand to my head and I look up and him as he looks down at me. "I'm going to cum..." He takes a deep breath and I continue to move faster. I take him in for another minute and he moans loudly throwing his head back. Harry lets out a grunt and I feel a salty taste hit the back of my mouth. I pull away from him and swallow the horrible taste. I stand up and look at him nervously.

"Was that okay?" I ask him.

"Bella you were amazing." He leans down and kisses me and lifts me up to straddle his waist.

"Your turn."

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AN: I can't write smut I am so sorry hahahha