IN WHICH we are now entering 'mikes pov' territory...😳
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mikes pov
i can hear my own thoughts at this very moment. it's 2:56 am and i'm extremely tired. the only reason i'm not so called, cranky, is because i'm with her. if you need me to elaborate, yes dumbass, i mean el.
we're tangled up in my bed currently. it's freezing-oh, surprised we're allowed to sleep together? why thank you we have always been gifted blackmailers.
tomorrow's christmas eve. i'm not that excited for this dreaded event. why can't i just stay here, in privacy, with el.
el took a long sigh. i mean i'm a tiny bit reluctant to, but fuck it. i put my hand on her back. "wOw BiG mOvE" oh shut up. i've never done that before. hell i've never slept in the same bed as her before. but i did promise a couple months back that we would be able to do this so...
she's starting to push herself against my chest. well-
i cant just push her away! i'm pulling her closer okay? fuck. now she's grabbing my shirt. and she's slightly moaning. i'm screwed. but hell with it. i put my hand under her shirt to feel her skin on her back.
i feel so stupid right now. she never consented to this isn't this assault or even worse rape-
never mind. i think since we're a couple we're allowed to do these types of things? i'm fifteen though. an average teenage boy from hawkins out of all places, not some latin alpha male.
i kiss her forehead and pull her to my right side with me. her legs are wrapped around my torso. her breathing is relaxed. YES I DID IT! SHES NOT MAKING NOISES ANYMORE- nope that sounded completely wrong.
she put both of her hands on my back. i could see her face now i guess. sorry to say — she's the cutest thing i've ever seen in my entire life. she's just; GOD I CAN EXPLODE. she's freaking perfect. every little thing about her is perfect. i don't care how much she gets mad at me sometimes! i'm engulfed by her presence every single time we're together.
but i don't mind. i'm absolutely in love. i've always been. and i always will.
she's starting to wake up. i'll just let her. i nerd company. if i'm alone with my thoughts again, i might just go crazy- she's awake now.
"mike why are you up?"
aww her yawning is so cute.
"oh uh just—can't seem to get to sleep that's all."
she smiles at me and kisses my cheek.
yeah no doubt about it, i'm whipped.
el's pov
i love him.
