i think i love you / solby

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sam whimpered softly at one of the scary scenes in the film, closing his eyes and hiding his face in my chest.
"it's ok, bambina, it's not real," i chuckled softly, inaudible to tara and jake but audible to him.
"b-but it's scary," he whispered, peering up at me.
"i know, i know. do you wanna go upstairs?" i asked, rubbing his arm softly.
"no, it's fine," he mumbled, looking back at the screen.
"you sure?" i asked.
"mhm. i'll b-be fine," he stumbled over his words, looking up at the screen in terror.
"tell me if you wanna leave," i sighed, kissing his forehead quickly.
"can i just fall asleep?" he asked with a smile, and i nodded with a chuckle. he slowly turned over so he was facing the back of the sofa and took my hand, holding it close to him as he closed his eyes, trying his best to fall asleep. i grinned at how cute he was, looking back at the tv screen for the time being.

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"i'm gonna take this sleepyhead up to bed," i chuckled, sam still asleep inbetween my legs, my hand under his cheek. the film had just finished, and jake and tara were gonna stay downstairs and watch another movie.
"ok. night," jake mumbled, looking over at me as i carefully slid off the sofa, picking sam up bridal style. he hummed in discomfort, furrowing his eyebrows sleepily.
"sorry, bambina," i said softly, carrying him upstairs slowly. his eyes fluttered open and he furrowed his brows again, looking up at me.
"what's going on?" he yawned, realising he was being carried and wrapping his arms around my neck, nuzzling his head into my chest.
"you fell asleep," i chuckled, walking into our bedroom and putting him down on the bed.
"oh," he giggled with a yawn, pulling the covers over him and closing his eyes.
"do you not wanna cuddle?" i chuckled, stretching and laying down beside him.
"of course i do, i was waiting for you to lay down," he giggled groggily, turning over and resting his head in the crook of my neck, making me smile. i kissed his forehead softly, him falling asleep within minutes. i picked up my phone and yawned, a thought popping into my head, which had been floating around for a few days now. i wanted to get an apartment for me and sam. i had some money, but not a lot, so i'd have to get a job, but i'd do it. i'd do anything for sam. i sent a message to jake, not wanting to interrupt him and tara and not wanting to wake sam.
'do u know where i can get a job around here?'
i pressed send and put my phone down with a yawn, falling asleep whilst waiting for a reply.

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i woke up to sam still snoring, along with the whole cover being over him. i chuckled and checked the time with a stretch, sitting up. it was 7:04am, and i had no clue why i was awake. but i wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. i sighed and stood up with a stretch, walking over to the doors leading to the balcony. i took my phone with me and sat on the chair on the balcony, looking at what jake had replied to me with last night.
'there's a few little stores nearby, most of them u can apply for online tho. why'd u wanna know?'
i sighed and put my head back, thinking about where we could even find an apartment.
'thanks. and i wanna find me and sam a little apartment somewhere. don't tell him tho, i want it to be a surprise lmao'
i got to work, thinking about the stores there was nearby, going online and searching them. there was only a couple that were hiring, but they both were for a decent amount per hour. i started applying for them, when sam walked out with a yawn.
"buongiorno," i chuckled, closing my phone and smiling at him.
"hm," he hummed, sitting straight on my lap and closing his eyes, wrapping his arms around me.
"are you ok?" i asked, kissing his forehead. he never acted like this, and it concerned me.
"i had a nightmare, and you weren't there when i woke up," he whined, clinging onto me.
"i'm sorry, ragazzino," i mumbled, wrapping my arms around him.
"what were you doing out here at 7am?" he asked, his eyes still closed against me.
"i was just.. thinking, i guess. scrolling through social media endlessly, too," i shrugged, rubbing his arm gently.
"hmph," he sighed, pouting at me with his eyes closed. i chuckled and pressed a soft kiss to his lips, making him smile.
"c'mon, let's go inside," i grinned, him nodding and standing up sleepily.

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