i think i love you / solby

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i woke up to sam laying atop of me, snoring softly.
"you're so cute," i mumbled, kissing his forehead. he groaned in his sleep and brought his hand to his forehead, rubbing it softly before his snores continued. i chuckled to myself, unable to get up. i reached over to grab my phone, checking the time. it was 6:05am. i had no clue why i was up - i usually slept in as late as possible, but my mind just wouldn't let me go back to sleep. i sighed and opened it, seeing the camera app already open. i rolled my eyes with a smile as i looked at my photos - sam had taken a bunch whilst i was sleeping. i looked through them all and laughed to myself, looking down at him. he was so beautiful.
so perfect.
i chuckled, looking back up at my phone, sam stirring.
"go back to sleep, bambina," i said softly, running my fingers through his hair gently.
"mph," he huffed, opening his eyes.
"tesoro," i chuckled, looking down at him.
"i need a piss, amore," he giggled groggily, rolling off of me.
"ok," i chuckled, watching as he stood up, stretched and walked out. i sighed to myself and smiled, just thinking about him. i couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with him, honestly. before i knew it, he was walking back into the room, smiling.
"what're you doing up at 6am?" he giggled, slipping back into bed next to me.
"couldn't sleep," i shrugged, opening my arms and letting him snuggle into me.
"that's not like you," he mumbled, closing his eyes with a smile.
"i know. thanks for the pictures, by the way," i chuckled, him giggling.
"you're welcome," he laughed, looking up at me and pouting. i placed a kiss to his lips, him smiling contently and laying his head back on my chest.
"i love you," i chuckled, curling the ends of his hair around my finger.
"i love you too," he grinned, draping his arms over my chest.

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i hopped out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my waist as sam got out after me.
"god, i'm so sore," he groaned, wrapping a towel around himself.
"at least we didn't do it in the shower," i chuckled, walking back into our room. he sighed and sat down on the bed carefully, running his hands through his wet hair.
"you ok?" i asked, grabbing both of us a pair of boxers.
"mhm. just dreading going back to school in a few weeks. i know we're in our final year but i don't wanna go back to the stupid place," he grumbled, crossing his arms.
"we've still got a few weeks yet, like you said. don't worry about it, il moroso," i tossed him his boxers, smiling softly and putting mine on.
"i know, i know. i need to stop worrying," he sighed again, slipping his boxers on.
"come here," i chuckled, pulling a pair of joggers on quickly. he stood up and walked over to me, confused.
"i love you," i said quietly, putting one hand on his cheek and one hand on his waist.
"i love you too," he smiled softly, looking up at me.
"you're so perfect. and so cute. and so caring. and so amazing. and so funny. and so breathtaking. and somehow, you're mine," i said slowly, making him blush and giggle. "you're so beautiful. i can't wait to show you off to the world. show off what's all mine," i continued, chuckling and sliding both hands down his waist and past his ass to the bottom of his thighs, picking him up. he laughed and squealed, wrapping his arms around my neck.
"you're literally my favourite person to ever exist, i love you so much," sam laughed as i spun us around in a circle, clinging onto me. i loved every second of time i spent with him.

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I HAVE BEEN SINGING FOR LIKE 2 HOURS AND I CANT SING FOR SHIT AND I JUST REALISED THE WINDOW IS OPEN I AM GOING TO KMS ANYONE WALKING PAST COULDVE HEARD ME SCREAMING THE WORDS TO MULHOLLAND DRIVE AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS