i think i love you / solby

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i put a blindfold on sam and guided him to the door of our new apartment.
"take it off," i said softly and he pulled it off of his eyes, looking at the door.
"do i go in?" he asked, looking from the door
to me in confusion. i nodded and he smiled nervously, opening the door and stepping inside. i'd already set up some furniture, we had a bed and normal essentials.
"i know it's not a huge house with a garden like i promised, but-" i started rambling, a habit i had when i was nervous, sam cutting me off.
"stop talking, i love it, i love you," he looked at me with teary eyes, wrapping his arms around me.
"i love you too," i chuckled, hugging him back.
"oh my god, is this real? like genuinely?" he asked, wiping his eyes and walking through the apartment.
"mhm. all ours," i chuckled, following.
"i actually can't express how much i love it and i love you. i love everything, fuck," he laughed, crash-landing on the bed.
"i'm gonna fuck you on this bed, and i'm gonna fuck you on the couch, and i'm gonna fuck you on-" i said jokingly, sam cutting me off.
"shut up, dumbass," he laughed, pulling me down to the bed to kiss me.
"all of our stuff is here because whilst you were out with jake today i moved it all," i explained between kisses.
"you make me the happiest person alive," he giggled, looking at me with the most loving look i'd seen him give.
"the same goes for you. i love you more than life itself," i grinned, standing up and pulling him up with one hand.
"my parents would be so mad if they knew this was happening," he giggled, walking through and up the stairs.
"well we don't need them, we don't need them bringing us down. we're good on our own," i chuckled, him nodding.
"i don't know what we're doing up here yet, we can figure that out whenever," i explained at the empty space up there. he nodded and pulled me into another hug, tearing up again.
"don't cry, baby," i chuckled, wrapping my arms around him.
"i'm sorry, i just, nobody's ever done anything like this for me, and i'm finally able to be myself in a place i can call home without being judged, and i'm proving my parents wrong, and i'm with the love of my life, i couldn't be happier," he sniffled, wiping his eyes. i chuckled and lowkey started to tear up myself, seeing sam so emotional and knowing i'd truly made him happy.
"c'mon, let's go watch tv and cuddle," i grinned, wiping away sam's tears that still continued to fall.

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i smiled looking down at the sleeping sam in my arms, soft snores escaping his lips. i genuinely couldn't explain how happy he made me. i hoped the feeling was mutual. i moved a stray piece of blonde hair away from his eyes, making his eyes flutter open.
"hey," i chuckled, smiling.
"hey," he giggled sleepily, planting a soft kiss to my lips.
"how'd you sleep?" i asked, looking down at him.
"good, what about you?" he asked with a smile.
"good. what do you want for breakfast?" i asked, kissing his forehead before standing up with a yawn.
"have we got any cereal?" he asked, grinning with a stretch.
"yeah, i got groceries yesterday too whilst you and jake were out," i chuckled, him standing up after me.
"i love you," he giggled, bringing his lips to mine.
"i love you more," i grinned, kissing him.

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sorry i haven't uploaded in a week lololololol