discomfort - bbh

dream

I was laying in bed with you beside me.

You already passed out.

I didn't feel anything.

I was numb.

I turned to look at you.

You were sleeping so peacefully.

I wish you'd always be this peaceful.

I didn't feel the pain anymore.

I turned to you again.

You smiled at me brightly.

The smile that I love so much.

You looked at me with such loving eyes.

Warmth was radiating off of your body.

Your arm was resting around my waist.

You left kisses all over my face.

And again.

There it was.

Your smile.

The guy I fell in love with.

What happened?

You just fell asleep didn't you?

How come you were already awake baek?

You were drunk when you came home.

Why were you suddenly sober?

You found your own light.

You didn't need me anymore.

But how did you do it baek?

I only looked away for a few seconds.

I turned away again...

...and opened my eyes.

So this was a dream?

I looked to my side.

The bed was empty.

You were gone again Baekhyun.

Where are you now?

I looked out of the window.

It was bright outside.

Grey.

But bright.