discomfort - bbh

comfort

I put you down.

I noticed the note on your nightstand.

I read through it.

"Hey Baek. If you read this, it means you visited our apartment!

I hope you're resting well up there. The doctor just said you won't make it. So I went home.

I want to reunite with you. I want to see you again. That's why I decided to do what I did.
I don't want to continue this life without you Baek. I need you. I miss you.

You're my home, my happiness. What's the point in living this life without you?

In this life you couldn't show me your smile for the last time. But I hope you can in our next one.

If you read this, I wanted to talk to you for the last time.
The last time before we reunite again.
I wanted to tell you that everything is alright.
I forgive you for everything you have done to me.
The pain I felt before is gone.
I forgive you.
Despite everything that has happened.
I forgive you.
Thank you for letting me be your light.
Even though you didn't accept it.
Thank you for letting me stick around Baekhyun.
I appreciate it.

I hope to see you in our next life. Maybe then you can love me the way I loved you. Rest well.

Love,
Y/n"

"Pabo." I said while a tear dropped onto the note.

Y/n I pulled through.

Why didn't you?

You should've waited a little longer.

I had a smile on my face.

You forgave me.

Thank you Y/n.

I found comfort in your letter.

Thank you for sticking around with me.

You should have left sooner.

Not like this.

Regret washed over me again.

I hope you rest well Y/n.

Thank you for everything you have done for me.

I'm sorry for not realizing sooner.

I'm sorry for not stopping.

I put you through the same disaster I was in before I met you.

I shouldn't have done it.

I should've cherished you.

And your presence.

Now you left me alone.

You left so that you could rest peacefully.

Now I am left alone yet again.

I'm left to suffer.

People say we only cherish a person when they're gone and it's true.

We'll see each other soon Y/n.

Wait for me.

I'm coming to you.

I love you.