I held her in my arms.
Don't leave me Y/n.
Why did you to this to yourself?
Was it because of me?
Couldn't you bear the pain I gave to you anymore?
I didn't realize the tears were building up in the corner of my eyes.
Y/n wake up.
Instant regret started to wash over me.
I couldn't even apologize for what I did Y/n.
Don't leave yet.
Not until I get to say my last goodbye.
Not until I get to thank you properly.
Not until I can make up for everything I did to you.
Why did I do this Y/n?
Why didn't you stop me?
Why didn't you just leave me the second I started?
Why didn't you find someone else?
You just sticked around.
This is your fault.
You could've left.
Just like everyone else.
But you didn't.
Anyone with a sane mind would've left.
Guess the both of us weren't.
You just decided to leave me like this.
You wanted me to suffer Y/n right?
That's why you did this.
Don't leave me yet Y/n.
I'm not ready to let you go yet.
I want you to leave me peacefully.
Not with a burdened heart.
I'm not ready yet Y/n.
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discomfort - bbh
Fanfiction"people say we only cherish a person when they're gone and it's true." - bbh warning: contains mature/uncomfortable topics and strong language.