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{ i have died everyday waiting for you }
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luke

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it's one day after michaels ultimatum and tomorrow's his football game . as of right now im not going .

i cant keep forgiving michael , i have to let him know that what he did was wrong and he can't just get me back whenever he wants .

harrys over and he's helping me find something to wear on my date with liam . im not trying to jump in an relationship with him but i guess ill see where this date takes us .

"how about the blue shirt ?" harry suggested and i shook my head .
" blue dries my skin out."

" then why do you have this?" he said throwing the shirt back in its drawer.

"it's michaels ." i said and he nodded . i cant get rid of everything of his , half of my wardrobe is his clothes .

finding something to wear when michael is helping me , is way easier .
" luke !" lyssa called before entering my room .

" i wanted you to look nice for your date , so i brought you this." she said handing me a bag with clothes in it .. it's funny his everyone's team liam when they hardly know him .

i thanked her and she left , i put on the outfit that was in the bag , black skinny jeans , a red and black flannel and i put on my converse that i previously bought .

" you look great .." harry smiled and i thanked him .

his phone rang an he rolled his eyes and i knew it was louis "answer it harry ." i encouraged an he listened .

he put him on speaker so i could hear and we both sat down on my bed .
i know it's cruel but i had to stifle back a laugh since louis always gives me crap for crying when he hits me but he's basically crying like a baby on the phone .

" harry p-please i miss you s-so much , baby i love you im s-sorry ." he whined and he rolled his eyes for a second time .

" louis stop calling me , you're drunk ."

" no im not , im sober and i know i want you , please haz you can't leave me ."

" go cry to eleanor ."

" haz , stop you know i don't want her im in love with you."

" if you wanted me so bad , you wouldn't have cheated on me throughout our entire relationship .. i hate you , louis tomlinson never talk to me again." harry said very cruelly hanging up the phone .

" harry , that was uncalled for."

" let's just forget about it okay?" he said but this time i won't let him dodge the fact that he's being unfair to louis.

" no harry , you're going to text him and invite him to your house so you two can speak."

" luke i-"

" now ." i said sternly for probably one of the first times with harry and he finally gave in.

" luke ! liams here ." lyssa shouted and i took a deep breath before nodding ; as if she could see me .

" call me after the date ." harry told me and i nodded he was leaving my house since i cant exactly take him on the date with me .

i went downstairs shortly after , and lyssa was upstairs already which is fortunate so i don't have to hear her taking to Liam about me . liam was dressed pretty casually but he still looked pretty amazing .

" ready ?" he asked and the way he grabbed my hand folding our fingers intertwining reminded me of michael .. the way he does the same thing especially in the mall .

this is a date with liam ; not michael . im trying really hard not to think about him that much.

eventually we reached the movie theatre that he brought me to and he told me to find seats while he got the popcorn and i did .

he came into the theatre with me eventually and sat down while the credits were still rolling .

" why'd you ask me out ?" i asked curiously once he was settled .

" well , i thought you were quite adorable ."

" you ask out all the cute guys that walk in abercrombie ?" i laughed and he shook his head no .

" no , just the ones that are shopping for skirts for themselves ." he winked and i rolled my eyes playfully .

" you're cute ." he said and i smiled ; even though his compliments don't and won't ever compare to mikes .

" so how old are you ?" i asked him since i wasn't really sure i assumed he would be a little older since he had a job .

" 23." he said and i literally spit out the popcorn in my mouth as my eyes widened .

" what ? how old are you ?"

" recently turned 17."

" kind of illegal ." he laughed as we turned our attention to the movie , and the way he pretended to be yawning and put his arm around me reminded me of michael too .. he did the same thing on our first date .
i realize im speaking about michael way to much on this date , probably because I'll never get over him .

when the date was over he seemed tired and frankly so was i .
he drove me home and walked me to my door .
" it was fun .. i had fun." i smiled and he nodded .

" look , i had fun too and you're an amazing , beautiful , and funny guy but you're just a little too young .. maybe we can be friends ?" he suggested .

" yeah , okay .. friends ." i agreed and he kissed my cheek before walking away and i entered my house .

after unraveling in my room and laying down for a while i ended up falling asleep .

about 30 minutes later , i was awoken by a noise in my room i turned on my lamp and it was a knock at my window . whoever it is must know my mum will kill them if she knew they were knocking at my house door at this time .

i opened my window and in climbed a crying michael and i knew he wasn't crying over the fact that we were broken up he was crying over something much more serious . regardless of if we are together or not , when i see him literally broken in front of me im not going to send him back .

i brought him into my arms as we sat against my bed and he cried , me rocking him back and forth assuring him everything will be alright .

he kept crying and crying and i realized he won't stop until he falls asleep so i brought him onto my bed and cuddled him in my arms pressing a kiss to his forehead ," stop crying you'll be fine.. it's going to be okay ."

eventually he fell asleep in my arms and i did too shortly after, we'll settle this in he morning .

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