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{ you said when the storm came that you would be there with your umbrella to block the rain }

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luke sat on the floor since that where he landed when he jumped off michael tears staining his face he barely knew what to say .

" m-mum im sorry." luke told her and she brushed the hair back from her teared face .

she pinched the tip of her nose before beginning to speak,"michael i think you should leave ."

she doesn't even call him michael , luke thought . none the less michael nodded getting off the bed and pressing a kiss to lukes cheek mumbling a ," sorry." before exiting the room .

" mum , you have to listen to me im sorry."

"we'll speak about this in the morning ."she said with an expression that luke found unreadable he couldn't tell if she was mad or not but of course his hateful mind convinced him she was so when she left he let tears and loud sobs escape him. the image of bring caught running through his thoughts repeatedly .

he thought about all the wrong things happening at that moment , his mum probably hates him , and michaels birthday is literally in 3 days and he has to put up with this .

before he knew it he had cried himself to sleep .

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michael

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when i woke up this morning , the only thing that was on my mind was luke . im scared for him because i know how important his mum is to him .

after brushing my teeth , taking a shower , and getting dressed in black skinny jeans a white shirt paired with my leather jacket and black and white vans.

" bye , ash ." i yelled to him on the way down the steps , he's staying home today since he's sick .

" bye ." i faintly heard his raspy voice say.

when i got downstairs my mum was sitting down at the kitchen table ciggerate in her hand , she doesn't even come anymore , and coffee in the other.

" gordon , sit down."

" fuck , can people stop calling me that?" i groaned before taking a seat next to her .
" stop cursing in my house ." she scolded and i simply rolled my eyes .

"im going to b-"

" liz called me last night ."

fuck .

" really , why ?" i asked as if i didnt know because my method is deny deny until proven guilty .

" because your a fucking faggot ." she snapped slamming her coffee mug on the table . she doesn't curse at me and she's usually pretty passive so it shocked me when she said this .

" mum , you can't be that surprised ! i mean if the pink hair didn't give it away , you're fucking delusional . it doesn't matter who i put my dick in im still your son!" i yelled at her and maybe the dick comment was a bit much because she slapped me .

" n-not anymore !" she stuttered and i looked at her eyebrows scrunched.

" if you don't stop seeing luke and find yourself a decent girl you're out of here !"

" im not even legal yet , im 17 !"

" you weren't thinking of that , when you were filling your filthy mind with gay porn sites and snogging that boyfriend of yours ."

" i love him and im going to choose him over everything" i told her standing up from the chair .

" you don't know what love is ."

i hate when adults say that , you cannot tell me how i feel for another person . you're saying that i cant have a strong feeling for someone else but you want me to love your sorry arse , i don't understand .

" if you're going to continue to see this boy , you're out ."

" ashtons 20 years old and you won't even make him go to college or move out but you want to throw me out on the streets alone !"

" he has a job , and im not forcing you to move out im giving you a choice ."

" fine .. see ya ." i told her jogging up the stairs and to my pulling out my suitcase from under my bed .

i pulled my dressers out and emptied from into the suitcase along with all my other important items.
i zipped it up , and wiped the tears off my cheeks because right now is a time to be strong .

i heard 3 knocks on my door before it eventually opened and it was ashton .

" i heard what you said ." he told me sitting down on my bed enormous cover draping over his shoulders .

" oh .. im sorry i just got caught up in the moment ."

" it's fine .. listen , you can't leave . you have no where to go and you have no money ." he said .

" ashton , i have no choice . i really want to be with luke and i cant if im living here."

" you must really be in love , i wouldn't give up my house for my girlfriend ." he chuckled .

" he means everything to me."

" i believe you.. but you can't leave ."

" i have too ." i told him pushing my suitcase on the ground .

he grabbed my arm but i pulled it out of his grip and grabbed my car keys off the dresser .

" mike , c'mon .." ashton whined which was weird because i would've thought he would be happy that i was leaving .

" im sorry." i told him and despite the cover dangling off him i pulled him into a hug and let go after a few seconds because ew.

" bye ash ."

" bye ." he said as i dragged down my suitcase and brought it to the door . i got my football off the top if the refrigerator .. it was signed by richard sherman , best football in the world in my opinion.

my mum looked at me the whole time , she's not even sorry she doesn't care .

" have fun living without a family ."

" fuck you ." i said before walking out and slamming the door . i grabbed my beanie out my pocket and pulled it on my head , since i really don't feel like doing my hair .

as i turned my car on i came to the realization that she pays for this too hopefully she won't be a bitch and won't stop .

I drove my way to lukes house since i always pick him up in the morning and beeped the horn since i didnt want to face lyssa so liz since i basically got caught grabbing her sons arse .

luke came out with the brightest smile on his face and i dont know why he's so happy but im glad .

" guess what ?" he said as he buckled into my car .

" what ?"

" my mum , she accepts us . we talked about it this morning and i can keep dating you ."

" oh , that's great baby ." i told him but honestly it made me feel even more like shit because im the one .. well my mums the one holding us back .

" you look like you've been crying , what's wrong ?" he asked me leaning over the seat to touch my stained cheek .

" oh .. nothing i wasn't crying ." i said plastering the fakest smile on my face .

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yay or nay ?

thanks for reading , ill probably update again today since this was super late .

oh my god guys , so yesterday i went to a modelling audition right and i got in but the lady was super mean and she had big ass lip injections oh god

check out my other books that i recently published ?

thank you
bye baes xx

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