{ saying your love life is finished or your heart is diminished, got yourself in this position cause of your lack of commitment }
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-luke
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this morning
lyssa came into my room as i was balling my eyes out and she just hugged me . that's all i needed .. was to know at least someone cares about me .i don't know if i can ever forgive michael for what he did . he slept with another person after he told me he didn't have feelings for him and it just makes me feel like im not good enough .
" it'll be okay luke , he doesn't deserve you if he's going to treat you like you don't matter ." she sighed and i nodded.
"im fine .. look , ill see you later ." i said
" i love you ." she said kissing me on the cheek .
" love you too ." i said before grabbing my backpack and going downstairs .
" good morning , luke are you okay ?" my mum asked and i know she was at work when michael and i broke up so i really don't feel like explaining what happened to her .
i just walked past her and outside , since i have to walk to school .
michael has been texting me all day and night , but im just ignoring him since he thought it was okay to cheat on me .
it was like a 10 minute walk to school and when i arrived everyone was laughing at me but i had absolutely no idea why that is until i walked in completely.
there were papers fliers and posters of me with a photoshopped skirt on that read ," skirt boy ." on each heading .
they were all pink and their were girl tutus all around the school, everyone was looking at me ..
everyone was laughing at me .i felt tears sting my eyes before they came down fully .
i looked around and my eyes met with calums .calum started the chant and everyone followed along yelling " skirt boy , skirt boy , skirtboy ." over and over again .
they started throwing the papers and skirts at me .. some of the boys and girls even putting them on themselves running circles around me .
at this point i was full on crying .
i looked back at calum and he was along with louis . harry was shouting for louis to let him go probably so he could try and comfort me but i honestly don't even want to hear it.
i pushed past the crowd as fast as i could to leave the school running out quickly ,tears streaming down my face .
i hate this school , i hate myself , i hate everyone and i just want to go home .
this is the most embarrassing moment in my life.
-michael
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when i arrived to school later than usual i saw posters and fliers hanging up of luke which was odd .. i didn't really think much of it until i saw skirts lying on the ground and i looked closer at the papers .
i crumpled the pink sheet up in my hand, im fucking pissed and i want to kill whoever did this .
i don't really care if i was interrupting the class or any of that shit i just want to know why they would do this to luke when he doesn't do anything to anybody, this is pure evil .
i burst into the classroom door and saw that people were still laughing . call me paranoid but i assumed it was about luke .
" who the fuck did this shit ?" i asked them all holding the pink paper up .
" michael, you enter my classroom respectfully or go to the office ."
my teacher said and i just rolled my eyes ." you talk about respect , but you and all the other teachers let this shit go on."
" we're doing everything we can , mr.clifford and taking your anger out on me certainly isn't helping."
" im tired of this shit! he did nothing wrong to any of you ." i yelled , mainly to the students .
" mate , it was a joke." louis said which automatically made me pick him up by his collar .
i don't care how close we are , if any of my friends bother luke then we have a problem . he's more important to me than all these high school posers , anyways .
if louis did it i will fucking kill him ." get off him ." his boyfriend , harry pushed me but he's weak so i didn't even move .
" did you do this , to him ?" i asked squeezing the collar harder so it choked him .
i saw the teacher pull the phone off the hook she was probably calling the office , or security .
" oi , get off ! it was calums idea ."
my best friend , my own best friend would really try and hurt me through my boyfriend .. well ex boyfriend . he's evil , he's delusional and honestly the only thing i want to do is bash his skull in .
" what if i did this shit to your piece of shit little boy toy , huh?"
i know talking about harry will get under his skin and i want him to get mad . honestly, i just want to fight anybody that fights back just to get the anger out my system .he pushed me back , as soon as i said this standing up from his chair .
" don't talk about him like that .""what did luke ever do to you ?"
" i just fucking told you it was calums idea !" he yelled at me basically at the top of his lungs , veins visible on his forehead and neck.
im not scared of him.
ive never been scared of anyone.to prove this point to myself .. and everyone else , i punched him . i was pretty proud of this punch , since it landed directly in the middle of his face .
he tackled me onto the floor and i told myself not to let him out strength me or out smart me .
i just kept punching him as hard as i could until my knuckles were bloody, i waited until he was weak before i put him into a headlock .
people were recording , the teacher was screaming , and next thing i knew security was trying to pull me off him .
something came over me.. im not proud , i actually promised myself i wouldn't let this side of me back out years ago . i just kept picturing lukes sweet innocent face saddening seeing all those posters and i kept imagining him crying so i choked him harder and harder , he was gasping for air and somehow i started to think he was calum .
which only pissed me off more ." let go of him you asshole , he can't breath !" i heard harrys squeaky voice scream at me .
i didn't listen , that was until harry kicked me in my nuts , and I had no choice but to crouch over .
i grunted holding onto the front of my pants and the class started laughing again which made me even more mad . i want to punch harry in the face , but i wont since he's the only friend luke has who hasn't tried to hit on him . plus i know he's weak and I could easily make him cry with just my words .
" why don't you ask louis who eleanor is , bitch ." i said very spitefully before the security pulled me out the room roughly.
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Fanfic❝ they make me feel pretty .❞ ❝ i bet you i could make you feel just as pretty .❞ or luke is an innocent , skirtwearing , jealous boy and michael is his cocky little shit boyfriend lowercase intended © I WROTE THIS BOOK WHEN I WAS YOUNGER DO NOT...