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{ saying your love life is finished or your heart is diminished, got yourself in this position cause of your lack of commitment }

oh my god . thanks for 42k reads that's amazing and ily guys . it seems like i just had 20k a couple days ago
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luke

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this morning
lyssa came into my room as i was balling my eyes out and she just hugged me . that's all i needed .. was to know at least someone cares about me .

i don't know if i can ever forgive michael for what he did . he slept with another person after he told me he didn't have feelings for him and it just makes me feel like im not good enough .

" it'll be okay luke , he doesn't deserve you if he's going to treat you like you don't matter ." she sighed and i nodded.

"im fine .. look , ill see you later ." i said

" i love you ." she said kissing me on the cheek .

" love you too ." i said before grabbing my backpack and going downstairs .

" good morning , luke are you okay ?" my mum asked and i know she was at work when michael and i broke up so i really don't feel like explaining what happened to her .

i just walked past her and outside , since i have to walk to school .

michael has been texting me all day and night , but im just ignoring him since he thought it was okay to cheat on me .

it was like a 10 minute walk to school and when i arrived everyone was laughing at me but i had absolutely no idea why that is until i walked in completely.

there were papers fliers and posters of me with a photoshopped skirt on that read ," skirt boy ." on each heading .

they were all pink and their were girl tutus all around the school, everyone was looking at me ..
everyone was laughing at me .

i felt tears sting my eyes before they came down fully .
i looked around and my eyes met with calums .

calum started the chant and everyone followed along yelling " skirt boy , skirt boy , skirtboy ." over and over again .

they started throwing the papers and skirts at me .. some of the boys and girls even putting them on themselves running circles around me .

at this point i was full on crying .

i looked back at calum and he was along with louis . harry was shouting for louis to let him go probably so he could try and comfort me but i honestly don't even want to hear it.

i pushed past the crowd as fast as i could to leave the school running out quickly ,tears streaming down my face .

i hate this school , i hate myself , i hate everyone and i just want to go home .

this is the most embarrassing moment in my life.
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michael

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when i arrived to school later than usual i saw posters and fliers hanging up of luke which was odd .. i didn't really think much of it until i saw skirts lying on the ground and i looked closer at the papers .

i crumpled the pink sheet up in my hand, im fucking pissed and i want to kill whoever did this .

i don't really care if i was interrupting the class or any of that shit i just want to know why they would do this to luke when he doesn't do anything to anybody, this is pure evil .

i burst into the classroom door and saw that people were still laughing . call me paranoid but i assumed it was about luke .

" who the fuck did this shit ?" i asked them all holding the pink paper up .

" michael, you enter my classroom respectfully or go to the office ."
my teacher said and i just rolled my eyes .

" you talk about respect , but you and all the other teachers let this shit go on."

" we're doing everything we can , mr.clifford and taking your anger out on me certainly isn't helping."

" im tired of this shit! he did nothing wrong to any of you ." i yelled , mainly to the students .

" mate , it was a joke." louis said which automatically made me pick him up by his collar .

i don't care how close we are , if any of my friends bother luke then we have a problem . he's more important to me than all these high school posers , anyways .
if louis did it i will fucking kill him .

" get off him ." his boyfriend , harry pushed me but he's weak so i didn't even move .

" did you do this , to him ?" i asked squeezing the collar harder so it choked him .

i saw the teacher pull the phone off the hook she was probably calling the office , or security .

" oi , get off ! it was calums idea ."

my best friend , my own best friend would really try and hurt me through my boyfriend .. well ex boyfriend . he's evil , he's delusional and honestly the only thing i want to do is bash his skull in .

" what if i did this shit to your piece of shit little boy toy , huh?"
i know talking about harry will get under his skin and i want him to get mad . honestly, i just want to fight anybody that fights back just to get the anger out my system .

he pushed me back , as soon as i said this standing up from his chair .
" don't talk about him like that ."

"what did luke ever do to you ?"

" i just fucking told you it was calums idea !" he yelled at me basically at the top of his lungs , veins visible on his forehead and neck.
im not scared of him.
ive never been scared of anyone.

to prove this point to myself .. and everyone else , i punched him . i was pretty proud of this punch , since it landed directly in the middle of his face .

he tackled me onto the floor and i told myself not to let him out strength me or out smart me .

i just kept punching him as hard as i could until my knuckles were bloody, i waited until he was weak before i put him into a headlock .

people were recording , the teacher was screaming , and next thing i knew security was trying to pull me off him .

something came over me.. im not proud , i actually promised myself i wouldn't let this side of me back out years ago . i just kept picturing lukes sweet innocent face saddening seeing all those posters and i kept imagining him crying so i choked him harder and harder , he was gasping for air and somehow i started to think he was calum .
which only pissed me off more .

" let go of him you asshole , he can't breath !" i heard harrys squeaky voice scream at me .

i didn't listen , that was until harry kicked me in my nuts , and I had no choice but to crouch over .

i grunted holding onto the front of my pants and the class started laughing again which made me even more mad . i want to punch harry in the face , but i wont since he's the only friend luke has who hasn't tried to hit on him . plus i know he's weak and I could easily make him cry with just my words .

" why don't you ask louis who eleanor is , bitch ." i said very spitefully before the security pulled me out the room roughly.

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