Buddies and Bullies-5sos

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Cara's POV

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After a stressful day, I decide to skip going out with Calum, I just want to be alone right now. I take out my phone and stare at what to tell him.

Cara: ''Hey Do you mind if, We skip Kenny's today?

Calum: '' Sure, but why?''

Cara: '' I just feel not like hanging out today, Sorry.''

Calum: '' Okay, But we have to hang out soon K? ;p ''

Cara: '' Sure, bye Cal.''

I get home from the pain of the bus,and start to walk back home. I get to the leaf covered driveway and start to grab my keys out of my front pocket, Its not there. I check my backpack and my pockets. Its not there, Its not anywhere. I stress out, thinking how miserable I am right now, since nobodies home. I hear a latch open, and an opening, the door was open.

I see my brothers head stick out from the side, and he says,

'' Your glad I got home early today.'' He says with one of his cheerful smiles.

I give him a tight, and lovable hug, I haven't seen him in ages since he left for college 2 years ago, I had missed him soo much. He was the only one that could understand me, since he had gone through high school problems way before me. Its kinda hard for a 3 year old little siser, to understand my problems

'' Zack I can't believe your here, why are you anyways?'' I say.

'' Well, I was driving through town and I decided instead of an hotel, that why not just stay in the house.'' He smiles, That's what I love about my brother, he always has a smile on his face no matter what, even through tragic or crazy thing happen. He find the happiness in things.

I show him to his old room, way back. It had still looked the same, gray colored walls, a bed and a dark oak desk with an alarm clock. Of Course my brother thought ahead as I walked in, I saw his luggage sitting next to his bed already, un packed.

'' So, How long are you staying?'' I ask concerned.

'' 3 days.'' He responds, It gets silence until, he breaks it.

'' So hows mom, with dad's.......death. '' He says slowly,starting to tear up.

'' She's doing fine, I guess, sometimes she stays up late, mumbling his name, but she's taken care of herself.'' I say, with my waterline, about to pour.

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 I stand quietly and feel a tear out of my eye, I'm crying now, Just the think of it, my fathers death, and seeing my mother struggle, she was soo happy when he was here, now's its nothing,nothings going as planned. Nothing .

'' Hey Honey, how was school?'' She says.

'' Fine, and can I hang out at Calum's house tonight?'' I say with a slightly good smile.

'' Sure but remem-... '' She was cut off by the sound of my father entering the door. She smiles at him and is about to say Hi, but he tumbles down with his suit case and his body, I run to him and shake his shoulders.

'' Dad, Dad.......DAD!!?, Oh my god mom, He's not breathing, MOM!'' I say, breathing in and out, panicking.My mom stands there while calling the police,she was pregnant, then with Ginger, So I help her out, with the phone call. Then everything goes black everything, I couldn't remember a thing.

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'' CARA WAKE UP!'' I see Zack running through his dark brown hair, with his hands, and I look up. I've been crying in front of him for awhile. He grabs me and hugs me tightly and starts stroking my hair.

I start bawling out, '' Every things not fine Zack, nothing is... Mom's only gotten worse, each and everyday,and Ginger has struggles with her homework and just gives up, and I'm a retard at school,Its all from the stupid anxiety and pressure, and thats why I get bullied by everyone, everyone, Zack, ever since, his death.'' I start hugging him, and muffling in his shoulder, while he holds my hand.

'' Its okay Cara, okay, Mom will get better, Ginger will get better on her test and homework, and you'll get over your panic attacks and anxiety, Okay? Everything is going to get better. Please don't cry. Please.''

        I don't listen to him and I just keep on crying in his shoulder, as I look up I see a picture, in his luggage, I read it and I close my eyes.

It says, R.I.P Tom Torch.

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After, the comforting of my brother, I run outside to the park. It was the only place where I could free my mind. It used to be the place where my dad used to push me on the swings, The swing set was removed long ago,but its still in there, in my mind.

I start crying as I think about my dad, how he tells me he loves me, his voice, his face, thats all I need to see. His face and his voice. I see someone stand up to me, no Michael, just Luke, thats all.

He sees me crying and sits next to me, and hugs me.

Luke Hemmings just hugged me.

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Luke's POV

I sat there just hugging Cara, I couldn't stop,, I saw her crying.

She looked exactly like Kaitlyn, but she wasn't Kaitlyn. Cara wasn't Kaitlyn, nor Kaitlyn was Cara.

She stared at me the whole time, not regretting anything. I don't know why I just hugged her. I bully her.Is maybe she looks like Kaitlyn or is this just me. I look around the park, not seeing anyone, that means no Michael or Calum to see this. Wait, or is that she looks like my dead girlfriend.

Kaitlyn I say in my mind.

then Cara.

shit. I'm falling in love with a girl I bully. It's not that she looks like Kaitlyn, Its just that, I never noticed how pretty she is, I've been spending too much time with Michael, that I've grown to hate her. I used to think she was really smart and nice.

Until, R.I.P Kaitlyn Breiers

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Hey everyone, This chapter was really long!! I hope you like the little twist in it!! Keep reading Buddies and find out whats next.

-Tam