Buddies and Bullies-5sos

'' Think So.''

Cara's POV

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'' Both.'' Luke smiles a grin, my mind still whirling with thoughts. Should I forgive him? I don't know, but that's all on my mind right now. With my face still pink while I raise my voice at Luke.

'' Luke, You can't just kiss me and expect me to forgive you! It's not like that.'' Luke's smile turns into a small frown. He reaches for my hand, I pull away giving the thought that I'm mad. He runs his hand through his blonde hair making it ruffled. I bite my lip trying not to think about how attractive he looks right now. This is going to be hard.

'' Cara, Did you really think that I just did that to shut you up?'' I rise my head up, our eyes meet. His eyes were soft and icy, mine were dull brown. My mind is telling me to forgive him, But I'm just more afraid that he's going to hurt me again if I keep forgiving him.

'' No.'' I simply shake my head while talking quietly. He wouldn't have just kissed me to make me be quiet, if Luke was at school he would pin me to the wall with my arms behind my back just to shut me up. I know Luke wants to try to be my friend, I do too. But he's making it way harder then its suppose to be right now. Luke reaches once more for my hand, I let him take it. Our hands intertwined and locked.

'' I can't forgive you Luke,Knowing that your still going to bully me.'' the painful words slip out of my mouth. His frown had turned bigger and he sighs.

'' Luke. I'm just worried okay? If your gonna do this, how can I expect the next problem? This was already bad enough Luke.''  He nods and squeezes my hand tougher than before. I start to think he actually cares about me with kissing me and wanting to get to know me.

Does he like me?

I can't imagine him falling in love with me. Neither with me falling in love with him. I mean yeah, I let him do this to me, kiss me. I surprised myself that I actually let him kiss me.

Why did I actually?

Stress is taking over me.More things and problems pile on top of my head.

'' Cara You don't have to forgive me. I just want you to know I care.'' He sighs. I look up at him, his eyes locked on mine. My eyes widened with shock. He does care. I have no words how depressed I am with myself right now. I thought by myself. Luke Hemmings cares about me. My bully cares about me. Somebody really cares about some girl that has gone through depression that nobody expects because she hides it under a smile. The fact that Luke cares is all I need to hear from him.

My hands let go of his grip, he starts to turn around leaving the door, I grab his wrist and turn his face toward mine. My tears streaming down my pale skin, But I don't mind right now. I cup his face forcefully and push his lips on mine. My eyes flutter and face his icy blue eyes that are shot right open. My mind is clear, it has nothing left. No stress of worrying and regrets.

His eyes stay open, then gape a bit. He reaches for my waist, I have no problem with Luke right now. I swing my arms around his neck, my hands tangled in his hair. I gently pull away his hands still focused on my petite waist.

'' That's all I ever wanted.'' He looks with one eyebrow raised, with confusion.

'' What?''

'' For someone to care.'' My mouth curls into a smile and my head nuzzles into his shirt.

'' Are you nervous?'' I ask as I pull my head up from his shirt. His head pulls up also.

'' No why?'' I let go of his reach, My hands are now on my hips, my face stretched into a smirk.

'' I can hear your heart beat racing.'' He shrugs his shoulders and grabs my shoulder to pull me into a compacted hug. My eyes roll and reach out my hand toward his chest.

'' Its probably from you.'' Even though I can't see his face entirely, I can feel his face pull into a weary smile. I suddenly feel water drop on my arched back. Luke is crying. I never thought he would.

'' Luke. Are you crying?'' I chuckle out. My head lifts up from his shirt, to reveal his face streaming with tears. He smiles and grabs my wrist, and pulls me outside.

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'' Luke! I'm still in my pajamas!'' I call.I look down at my feet bare foot, so are his. I glare in his direction, we're going to his house. Luke probably doesn't care. We're both bare foot and our faces with dried tears. Oh No.

'' Luke! Where are we going?''

'' For you to meet my dad.'' My voice raises as I pull out from his strong grip.

'' Luke! I can't let your dad meet me for the first time in pajamas!'' I stare down at my outfit, my worn out shirt and my boxer shorts. I can't let his dad meet me like this. His dad will think I'm crazy.

'' You look fine Cara.'' He grabs my wrist giving me no option. Once we get pulled into his driveway, I already get nervous, with my sweat. He lets go of my wrist and hands his black coat to me. I give him a small grin.

'' Thank you. At least I look decent.'' Luke rolls his eyes back, taking one more glimpse of me in my pajamas before I hide myself in his oversized coat. He reaches out to knock the door, no one answers for awhile, until a grown up man shows up. I noticed how Luke doesn't have a mom because he doesn't look anything like his dad.

'' Hey Luke.'' His dad's eyes gleam over to mine.

'' Um Hello..I never caught your name.''  Before I could speak Luke jumps in front of me and starts speaking.

'' Cara! Her name is Cara! She's same school as me and We're going up stairs now,Bye Dad!'' He grabs my hand which slide out of my pockets. His dad smiles before we reach the top stairs, Once we reach his room I burst.

'' Luke, What the hell was that?'' Luke rubs his hands around the back of his neck, with one eye scrunched up.

'' I was nervous.'' I quickly reach out my arms and cross them over my chest. I stick out my tongue out slightly to the side. As my eyes roll to the corners, I notice that Luke stares at me the whole time, I chuckle and smile.

'' What?''

''You look cute when your sticking your tongue out.'' My face flushes with pinks and reds. I plop down on his bed causing the shake. Luke does the same, but instead of shooting for the bed he collapsed on me. I bring my knees up in force.

'' Luke ! Get off me! Your too heavy!'' I laugh out loud. Luke rolls off me, then keeps on rolling until he's face flat on the floor. Luke groans and lets out a chuckle.

'' Ugh.Cara. Help me.'' I stare down from his bed causing the blankets to mess up. I gather a smirk on my face. I kick my legs up and rest my cheek on my hands.

'' You deserve to lay on the floor for slamming on my stomach.'' I let out a giggle. Luke groans once more, saying my name. I roll my eyes and reach out my hand for him to snag. Instead he grabs my hand and pulls me down onto his chest. I sting at the hardness of his chest.

'' And you deserve that.'' He smirks down. My hair flowed on top of his chest, We both let out husky laughs on top of each other. My eyes squinted at his mouth and smile at him. He runs his hand through my dark hair, tangling it even more. I don't flinch knowing that Luke would stop, and I don't want him to.

My head nuzzles into his chest, his hands still tangled into my hair. I wish we could just stay like this. Stay happy and loved. On top of each other, cuddling for the rest of my days.

I wish Luke could stay with me.

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A/N- Hey guys! I thought I wouldn't finish this until tomorrow but i did tho. I thought this was s'cute. TELL ME WHERE I CAN BUY A LUKE HEMMINGS PLEASE. UM. I'm having hard times trying to figure out whats gonna be next. Also I might not post tomorrow either yikes.

Thanks for all your reads, We're almost at 300 reads, 10 more! WOO WOO 290! And do you know what I literally don't get, that the first chapter has 29 reads and like the 13 one or 14 has like 36 what. LIKE READ THE WHOLE STORY PLEASE!  I just don't get it. 10 MORE WOWO

LOVE YOU GUYS AND KEEP READING!!!

-Tam <333