Luke's POV
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Her words reach my head slowly, I remember her looking at my journal but I didn't think she would go that far with the book.
Everything I didn't say to Cara.
That line repeated in my head a million times before I could actually speak to Cara. I rest my hands on my forehead.
'' Luke.'' she said impatiently. I shake my head, not wanting to talk about it. Cara doesn't need to know, she wasn't supposed to know in the first place. She looked so innocent at school; I wouldn't think that she would look through the book.
'' Luke.'' She said once more.Her words shoot me right in the gut, I finally have the urge to say something.
'' I don't want to talk about it Cara.'' My feet run out the front door, I hear Cara yelling out my name over and over. I leave and walk the streets, regretting I ever left her house. I don't want to see her again. Even if I do like her, it won't do a difference in her social life. She'll still get bullied by Michael and everyone else. The only comfort she'll get is with me or Calum. Maybe even Ashton. I take out my phone out of my back pocket, and started texting Ashton.
Luke- '' Hey are you home?''
Ashton- '' Yeah why?''
Luke- '' I'm Coming.''
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I ring Ashton's doorbell, I see Harry open the door, and He takes a smug glare at me. He's wearing a game headset and a cola in his hand. Harry calls Ashton's name.
'' Ashton! Luke is here!'' Ashton walks down the stairs and gestures to come inside.
So I do.
'' So, Why'd you come here mate'.'' His eyebrows fur, causing his bandana to loosen a little. How can I explain? That I fell in love again, and that I bully her too. I can't think straight when I'm around her, I'm supposed to bully her for God's sake. It’s in the school system.
'' I fell in love again.'' Ashton widens his eyes as large as it can be; He jumps up and down showing happiness.
'' Luke really? Wow! Now tell me who the lucky lady is?'' I'm questioning if I should tell him or not, He talks to Cara most of the time, but he still teases her.
'' Um...Cara.'' My forehead drips with sweat everywhere. I can't imagine those words fall out of my mouth. I fell in love with you Cara. My mind can't function like that. It just can't. Ashton glares at me for awhile, then starts to speak with a breath but then closes his mouth.
'' Do you want to play Fifa?'' He asks, forgetting about the situation. I nod quickly, while running to his room. I'm glad I have a friend like Ashton, if I didn't, then I wouldn't have a good friend.
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Cara's POV
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My head rested down on my throws and blankets. I can't believe I asked Luke that question, I didn't mean to pressure him. I just was curious that’s all.
Closing my eyes slightly, while looking at the time.
11:02 pm.
Time had escalated quickly, it had been hours since Luke left.
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BEEP*
BEEP*
BEEP*
I curve my body to the alarming sound. Beep was all that roamed my mind. I quickly look at the time realizing that it was a Monday. Damn.
I quickly got in the shower washing my body as fast as I can. Finding out what I'm wearing wasn't that hard, I just got dressed I guess. Every girl in my school worries about their look and appearance, Well that doesn't appeal to me. I decided to go with a black flannel and black jeans, my mind still whirling with Luke's thoughts. It seemed now that he didn't want anything with me. Oh well.
I start walking to the bus, The bus was a pain since everyone thinks I'm a bastard. Most of Michael’s friends were on my bus, But McKenna was on my bus too, so I have 1 advance.
I slowly walk to my locker, but of course Michael and Luke have to be there. I shake my foot, to relieve my stress but I'm just getting more and more every day.
'' Hey Cara, How was your week?'' I close my locker and start to walk away ignoring them as possible. Michael takes a glare and grabs my waist, pulling him closer to his chest. I wince as his nails dig through my waist.
''Trying to ignore us. I don't think so bastard.'' His nails dig further, and he starts to brush his lips against my neck, I shiver and start to tear. He lets out a chuckle, I can't take it anymore, I escape his grip and run as fast as I can. I don't know where I'm going but it was better than school.
I look back to see Michael with his head back laughing about how happy he is. How happy he is to make me feel like shit. My eyes gleam at Luke.
He was there laughing with him. Why would Luke do that? He just stood there watching me get tortured and he just laughed.
I knew all of this between Luke and I was a trick, to actually make feel hatred and love. He thought this was a game. I was stupid game.
Well guess what Luke? You broke the game system.
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'' Cara listen to me.'' Luke grabs my shoulders and turns to them to his face. His icy blue eyes goggle my mind. I forget how much I'm tearing about Luke.
'' Luke. Shut up! I don't give a shit about sorry's. I thought you actually started to like me! But you just stood there thinking that girls are just a game that you can just play and forget about it later.'' My eyes bore out and Luke stares down at his feet. My mind settles and I pull myself back up. He needs to know how he hurt me, He deserves it after all.
'' Luke I trusted you! I thought for a minute that you would actually stop hurting me and get to know me! God damn it Luke! Did you thi-'' I get cut off by his lips connected to mine. My eyes fly widened. He kissed me again. My lips pull apart forcing to take them off of his light lips. His eyes flutter open, and his corners turn into a small smirk. I take a step back from him nervously and I leave my hands with nothing to hold.
'' Was t-that to just shut me up or..?'' I say stuttering my words one by one. He smiles more and I take a look at the other direction to hind my face immersed with pinks.
'' Both.''
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A/N- Hey everyone! I hope you like this chapter, it was kinda boring and short but at the same time it was cute! I might not upload tomorrow so maybe on tuesday!
Thankyou once again for 258 reads we're like so close to 300 but literally 258 is literally amazing I hope you guys really love it!
-Tam<3
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