Buddies and Bullies-5sos

'' Time's Over.''

Cara's POV

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I start tearing,Luke comes closer to me, our chests close as can be.

'' Cara.'' He whispers into my ear, his lips brushing past it. He lifts my chin up, revealing my pale face into his icy blue eyes. I stare at his face, then I look freely to my other side. Luke grabs my face and turns me into his direction.

'' Cara.'' He mumbles to get my direction.

'' I-I need time.'' I trip over my words. Luke looks at me with a intimate look, his soft pale skin and his eyes, make him more and more attractive it also reminds me.

Why?

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Luke's POV

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As her last words hit me, I grab her wrist and pull her closer,

I want to make this work.

She skim's out of it and shuffles up stairs, as I watch her come down with her jacket rested on her arms, Her last glare at me gives me a shivering feeling, as she walks out the door I ask myself,

Where did I go wrong.

I kissed her, She felt something, I did too. She had to feel something or else it was nothing.

Which it wasn't.

I lost her.

Once again.

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I rest on my bed, my legs crossed over and my hands relaxed on my for-head. Everything is shifted.

She doesn't want me anymore.

I decide to do something. I grab a black covered journal, This was from freshman year,

When she died. Kaitlyn gave it to me to write my feelings or just do random shit in, She had one also. Kaitlyn and I would doodle in the journal all the time, even if it wasn't our own journals. I haven't used it since she died.

I flip through the old pages, only examining the ragged doodles, quotes and coffee stain that I would probably spill. I decide to grab a pencil and write. And that's means Cara is a important person in my life, If I start writing again. Just like Kaitlyn. I start to scribble some random words down with my scrambled hand writing.

Everything I didn't say

I hear a loud knock causing me to fall and stumble out of my chair. I mumble softly as my dad walks in.

'' Fuck.''  My dad stares at me for awhile then questions about the disappearance of Cara.

'' Dad she went home.'' I say reply.

'' Who was she?'' He remarks, with his eyebrows furring.

'' A friend, Can you get out now?'' I bite my lip, it was true. She was my friend but I hoped it would be better.

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Cara's POV

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Storming out of Luke's house was hard to think about. I did need time to think about him.

He kissed me. He really did. And I returned the kiss.

I avoid stopping at my house, I don't want to show up worrying Zack as he's one of those protective brothers. I have no where to go.

I spot that Calum's car is gone.

Sigh.

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