Kiribaku/Bakushima Oneshots

🌼🌹Late Night Heartache🌹🌼

so i was really feeling angst bakushima/soft bakuboi/kiribaby

Trigger Warnings: Mentions of Rape and Self Harm

also, i kept going back and forth between first person and third person. if you think that i should write more in first person, let me know

He painfully opened his eyes, not ready to release his grip on sleep. He tried rubbing the tiredness out of his eyes. Once that didn't work, he lifted his heavy limbs off of the bed and trudged to the doorway. He just expected it to be Denki pulling a dumb prank on him, or Mina and Hanta offering him some weed. What he didn't except was his little redhead boyfriend with his blue, comfort hoodie on behind the open door.

"C-can I-i stay here for now?" Eijiro's voice was so pained and broken, that Katsuki wouldn't have been able to say no even if they weren't dating. Katsuki nodded his head and pulled the redhead inside. As soon as he shut the door, Eijiro wrapped his small arms around Katsuki's chest, burying his face in the older's back. Katsuki sighed and turned around in his arms despite Eijiro's tight grip. Eijiro released him a little bit, but brought him back into a tight embrace. Katsuki held onto him, not sure of what else to do.

"The nightmares started coming back huh?" His kept his voice as soothing and calm as possible. To comfort the other further, Katsuki started petting Kirishima's head, keeping his touch light. The tears poured from Eijiro's eyes. He couldn't say anything. He took a few deep breaths, but they only managed to come out as tortured sobs.

"It, it's getting s-so hard K-katsu." Katsuki was being patient. He kept petting Eijiro's head while whispering little encouraging messages in his ear. His heart was breaking, and he didn't have an absolute answer that would fix it. He just held Eijirp and listened to the boys soft words. "I'm so tired. It's so tiring."

"What's tiring baby?" Eijiro sniffled and kept his face buried in Katsuki's shoulder.

"E-everything. I-it's all so, so difficult. Why, why does it have to all be so hard? I'm not strong e-enough anymore." Katsuki knew to an extent about Eijiro's life; he was a big part of it. Still, Eijiro's insecurities was something Katsuki thought he would never be able to handle. He tried to be there for Eijiro, especially since they started dating, but the heartbreak that came with Eijiro's silent tears was catastrophic.

"Hey, let's go sit on the bed," Katsuki whispered calmly in Eijiro's ear. Eijiro wrapped his legs around Katsuki's waist, not wanting to let go of the blond for a second. Katsuki sighed, already knowing that it would be a long night.

He walked himself over to his bed, clutching Eijiro tight. He sat carefully on his bed, not wanting to shake the boy in his arms. Eijiro wouldn't have felt it anyway; he was shaking too much already. It was more noticeable now that they were sitting. Katsuki pulled Eijiro into his lap and held onto his waist.

Eijiro just wanted to stay in Katsuki's presence for the rest of the night. He wanted to feel his strong arms cradle him, he wanted to hear his calm voice speak to him, he wanted to inhale his sweet smell of caramel. He just wanted to be near Katsuki. He didn't need anything else. But Katsuki wanted answers.

"Baby, your gonna have to let me go." Eijiro held onto Katsuki tighter and shook his head. But Katsuki wasn't asking. He pulled Eijiro's arms off of him despite the boy's original plea. He moved Eijiro out of his lap, so he could get a better look at him.

His ruby eyes were wide with tears and his nose was runny. There was a bright blush across his cheeks and his red hair was flat and in his face. He looked down at the bed underneath him, not being able to look Bakugo straight in the eye. Kirishima already knew what was coming up