You Watching Me

Same

The next day, Ellen was heading from her car to their trailer. She could see Patrick was already here. Something is wrong... 

She continued her way but she was stopped by very familiar voice.

"Hey! Ellen!" a female voice called her. Ellen turned around and smiled brightly.

"Hi, Jill!" She greeted her with a hint of nervousness in her voice. She didn't know how to behave around her. Patrick assured her that he had spoken to his wife about them.

"How are you doing?" Jillian asked and eyed her from head to feet, a dangerous smile appeared on her face. 

"I'm good. You?" Ellen played it cool and faked a smile. She really didn't feel comfortable around her and she wanted this conversation to end very soon. She started to hope Patrick would appear somewhere near.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I see you got Versace, too." Jillian smiled bitterly at Ellen and pointed at her necklace Patrick gave her. Ellen just stood there completely speechless. What the hell was she talking about?

"Ah! You don't know? I told Patrick to tell you but he insisted." Jillian started to behave way too friendly towards Ellen. Jillian grabbed Ellen by her elbow and walked her to their trailer.

Ellen didn't understand anything. Her heart was beating really fast and she could feel the heat in her face, her hands sweating, fuss starting in her head.

"You know... Patrick always chooses one woman and gives her something but he always buys the same thing for me." Jillian stopped walking. "You get a Versace necklace, I get a Versace necklace." Jillian continued, obviously satistified with her game. "I love this game, really. When you get something from Patrick, I'm getting the same thing. It's always the same. Always." Jillian laughed sharply and cast a hateful look at Ellen. Ellen, on the other hand, felt cheated, dissapointed, hurt. She thought Patrick would be different from other men, but she was obivously wrong.

Ellen couldn't breathe, she didn't know what to say, what to do. She was so lost and desperate. She wanted to cry but she knew she had to pull herself together and pretend she's fine, she's okay. She could feel her voice trembling so she didn't even try to say something.

"Jillian!" his voice echoed all over her body and she thought she would vomit any time soon. Tears started to form in her eyes as she looked at the direction the voice came from.

How could he? She asked herself and stepped away from Jillian.

"I-I have to... I have to go and work. Sorry." She excused herself and went to the trailer while Patrick went straight to Jillian. As they were crossing their path, Ellen felt Patrick's gaze on her all the time but she didn't dare to look at him. She was afraid he would see all the fear and pain in her eyes.

The moment she reached the trailer, she slammed the door and slided down, still in shock.

Ellen could hear them talking but she didn't care. She wanted to dissappear. She felt so messed.

It's always the same... She repeated Jillian's words all over again for the thousand time. She couldn't believe it, this can't be true... and with that, she started to cry.