You Watching Me

Oh dear

And that was the moment he got really worried she doesn't want him.

Ellen stopped breathing and looked at him. She scanned his face trying to find any sign of a joke, that this whole ridiculous situation was just a really stupid joke made by Jillian. However, all she could see was Patrick's serious face. And it scared her. 

She finally took a deep breath. She wanted to say something so bad but she couldn't find any proper words. She saw Patrick losing the last hope he had before he went to her. She saw him falling down, asking for the last help he could get. And that was the moment she realized that when you love someone, it is not just about the bright days full of happiness but also about the dark side, the moments when you have to face the problem together as one, supporting each other.

She could see that with every second she's been thinking about what to say, he was trying to accept that he is alone in this. She forced herself and smiled. It was a smile full of pain though.

"Patrick..." she whispered. She cleared her throat and started again.

"Patrick, I want you to know that..." She didn't know what to say. He kept his eyes locked on her in hope she would come up with some solution. "I mean... I need you to know that I... I love you, Patrick... and that means..." She felt her hands trembling as she was nervous, Patrick staring at her didn't help.

He took her hand and brought it to his lips. She was driven by some deep feeling and immediately caressed his cheek to comfort him, completely forgetting what she was about to say. She caressed him to try to bring some peace to his mind and soul. 

"Ellie... I love you. I've loved you since the moment I first saw you and when our friendship was developing, I felt like home with you. All I want is you, El, nothing else. And I am willing to wait any time to be with you... because you are precious to me-" he couldn't continue because he was interrupted by Ellen's lips on his. 

It didn't take him a second to react because he was waiting for this moment too long. He felt her soft, warm lips on his, her hands shyly playing with his hair on the back of his head. He completely lost control about everything, he just could feel her lips and her hands now everywhere on his chest.

Suddenly, she stopped. She took a deep breath that she'd lost before and she looked at him, eyes full of love. 

"Oh dear..." was all she said and both of them had to laugh. He put his hand on her cheek and enjoyed the feeling. He put his forehead on hers.

"Patrick... I wanted to tell you that..." she smiled and took a deep breath. "I am in." Both of them smiled and he couldn't resist and kissed her again. He kissed her with all the love he had for her and more. For the first time, he felt happy and he didn't care about anything even though he should.