Vent Book (ig)

I'm Done

Welp..I fucked up yet again.

I messed up something that was perfectly normal. Everything was fine.

Until my dumb stupid ass had to go and say something. I just got mad...

I didn't mean it. And now it's my fault. But the person I was talking to just blamed themselves for what happened and said that they messed up something yet again. And that's a lie. It was me.

Someone said that they hated their life...and then the depressing stuff started. They started talking about that...and I got so sad.

Hey, I'm already down in the dumps. I don't need to feel even worse!!

So I kinda just...snapped. And now I feel guilty. And so terrible...

I just wanted things to be happy. So I made a new book. And now I'm thinking of deleting it. Because that's where it happened.

I just feel so bad...it's all my fault. And now they left Wattpad for a bit...and I feel like they're going to do something to themselves. They said that they hate how they look..and so on...

And it just... broke me..

It's already bad enough that I don't feel good right now...

Oh yeah.

I have the Coronavirus.

Heh. But that's not important.

Breathing does get really hard a little now and then..

Uh.. anyways...that isn't important..what is important is that I made my friends go away..

Now I feel even more depressed because of it..and I feel like crying.

I can't do anything right at all..

I always end up hurting people no matter what!!

It's just so terrible....

How am I a living thing..

I don't deserve to live if all I do is hate..and be mean...

I don't deserve life...

I feel so fucking bad....

Well...maybe the Coronavirus will get to me before I can end it all...

Then again..

Maybe not.