Vent Book (ig)

Don't You Agree?

We all say we're fine.

Some of us mean it.

Some of us don't.

And I already told you this a lot.

Too many times.

When I was around 4-5th grade I was happy.

That was that first time my heart was broken forever...

I made so many friends!!

A lot of them betrayed me...

My friend who said that she really liked me said that she would keep in touch with me.

It's been a year...

People think that I'm happy to transfer to different schools.

I'm scared on the inside...

I had to go from 3 different houses when I wasn't living with my mom.

I honestly wish I were still doing that...

I'm so happy right now.

I'm dying on the inside...

I'm glad school is over and we moved up a grade without taking the test!

It's the one thing that kept me busy so I wouldn't hear arguing..

I made straight A's on my tests.

I cheated some times..

I wanna move on from me leaving my friends behind and having to move to a different school.

It's killing me how little they talk to me now...

I'm so ready to go to my new school.

I'm always bullied...

I feel special!

I'm just ignored..

I don't cut!

Why do you think I wear a hoodie...

I'm happy and smiling!

It's called forced...

People think I'm a goodie two shoes.

They don't know the hell I'm going through...

I'm made fun of because I'm bi and people always say I'm lesbian.

People don't know how much it hurts even though I shrug it off...

I look in the mirror and smile.

It's because my stomach is so flat.

I'm not hungry.

I haven't eaten for days...

I promise that I'll go to sleep!

...what is sleep...

My gf said she'd always be here for me.

Where the hell is she now...

I'm writing songs to make me happy!

The song I wrote is how I feel about my relationship...

I'm fine!

I have depression...

My mother almost found out that I'm depressed.

I told her it was a lie.

I'm happy that this is being read.

I honestly wish no one would care..

I wanna live!

Yolo...

Silver is my favorite color now!

Mixed with red...

I hang out with you.

But do I really pay attention?

If you're a friend who cares...do you think that something is wrong with me from all of this?