Vent Book (ig)

I Found Something...

Ok, so, I'm cleaning my room. I'm going through a bunch of papers, most of them seeming to come from school. Well, during English, I would doodle a lot and write random stuff. Well...I came across a note I wrote...and this was 2-19-20...so about 2 months ago...

This is what it says:

I feel so broken inside. As if....there's a hole in my heart..and I know that I'm not alone and never will be..I think that I'm just a loner...and although I'm not free to anything right now, as I get older, I eventually will be..but no one will be here anymore. I'll be by myself...all alone..no hope..no faith..no help..why doesn't anyone understand me? What do I have to do to be noticed? How do I stop feeling empty inside? I think that I may need help..but I can't get any....I just want to be noticed and loved..why can't I get that? Am I... invisible?..Am I...a...mistake?...Am I even loved?....Is this normal?....

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I can't believe I found this...

I made this note 2 months ago....

Wow....