Vent Book (ig)

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Well....

There isn't much to say anymore..

Uh..

I stopped cutting..

For now..

I'm not suicidal..

Not for long...

I'm not lonely

But that's only because I'm hanging out with my mom...

Umm...

Everything is fine now..

Even though it might not be..

I'm finally gonna see my family..

That my mother wouldn't let me see because she kept me.. captive in this house..

I feel happy..

But I also feel like I'm dying on the inside..

I feel like I'm making this note happy..

But my mind is telling me depressed..

I want you all to be happy..

Even though you may not be..

I wanna live life to it's best abilities..

But I also wanna end it..

I wanna be free...

Yet I'm held back..

When I die I think I'm going to go to heaven

It's probably hell that I'm going to

You think I tell the truth?

I lie half the time

You think I'm done rambling nonsense now?

You finally got one right..

Because I am.