The start of a crush

#The Fight Part 3

Kara POV

I wake up the next morning. After Zee broke up with me and walked away.... I cried my eyes out that day my parents coming out and helping me inside. They kept asking me what was wrong but I couldn't tell them. I don't even have the energy to get up, I don't want to see her because it will just break my heart.

I somehow manage to arriving to school, I don't really have any energy so I stay away from people not even wanting to speak to anyone. I then start hearing some murmurs.

"I heard Zee dumped that loser she was dating." Someone says and my eyes go wide. How did people even find out.

"I wonder who the poor sap even was." I hear another say. I cover my ear and run to the restroom. I can't I can't do this I don't want to be in a school that's going to be talking about her. I take a deep breath before relaxing a bit and walking out of the restroom. I bump into someone. "I'm sorr-" I cut myself off when I realize who I bumped into.

She looks up at me both of us looking away from each other in awkward silence. After a few seconds "I should probably head to class." She says before turning tail and walking away. I watch her as she walks away. I sigh she's as irresistible as always. Why does she have to be..so..so cute. I didn't expect things to be so awkward. It shouldn't be like this...

I miss her so much. My chest's starting to hurt...that's it I'm not staying here. I start running out the school doors feeling the tears starting to come out. I end up at the back of the school and under the bleachers. I hug my knees crying not being able to hold back. I loved her and I can't stop feeling this way about her I want her, I want her right now to hold me and tell me everything's okay that she still loves me and doesn't want to leave me but I'm not good enough...she deserves better than a piece a trash like me. I feel anger rising to my face.

"Why am I such a fucked up piece of trash!" I yell at myself. I stand up reaching up at the top of the barb wire fence gripping it tightly just trying to inflict pain somehow trying to distract myself from the thought. I can't help but be mad at myself but I can't help but cry from the pain. I hear some footsteps behind me but I just fall to the floor my hands trying to grasp the fence but can't as I slowly slide down to the floor.

Zee's POV

After running into Kara I run out of the school not being able to stand being in the same building as her. My heart starts racing panicking from seeing her. I end up at the back of the school sitting on top of the bleachers. I try to get my mind off her but I can't. I still love her so much and I just want her right now.

I jump when I hear some yell. The voice sounding familiar. I slowly walk down the bleachers looking around. "Is someone in trouble?" I ask myself.

I hear another cry but of pain and realize it's coming from under the bleachers. I look inside and find...Kara? She's ....crying I slowly walk towards her kneeling down next to her I place a hand on her shoulder trying to comfort her. "Hey are you-"

This seems to only make her angry. "Don't touch me!" She yells shoving me away. I wince my back hitting the bleachers behind me, she's really strong...she must be angry. I fall to the floor and look at kara she has tears running down her face and she has an angry expression. Her face softens when she sees me, then go wide when she realizes what she's done.

She quickly kneels down next to me. "I'm so sorry are you okay?" Her voice is panicked as I sit up.

"I'm fine.." I respond wincing a bit as I sit up.

"I didn't mean to hurt you." She tells me grabbing my hand for awhile, before quickly pulling away.

"It's okay kara I know you didn't."
I respond. I know kara wouldn't intentionally attack me ....I hope. I'm just happy it was me and not someone else.