7 days with you

21. Thank you

Hailey Jordan

"One day, mother asking her daughter to come with her to go to one place, but because one little girl was not feeling well, she only take the older one with her. The little girl was crying wanna go with them but mother as being a mother, want the daughter to take a rest. She said she will come back home soon and meet the little girl again. Mother promise the little girl that she only going for one hour and she will cook her favourite food for dinner at that night. So the little girl stop crying and nodded slightly. She stand on the door waving her mother and her sister going by car. Never she knew that was the last smile that she will see and remember about them. After one hour, they not coming back, two hours, three hours, the poor little girl waiting outside the door, while the last she waved goodbye to her mother and her sister but the only one coming was her father's car. Confusingly, her father run though her and hug her while he was crying crazily. The poor little girl still didin't know what's happen until they both arrived at the hospital. Her father still hold her hand tightly and pull her aside a bed while someone lying in there. At that time the little girl see the one lying on the bed was her mother. Slowly she hold her mother's hand. "Mom... Mom.. why are you sleeping here? I'm waiting you at home and I'm hungry..you said you wanna cook dinner for me?" The little girl start to shake her mother but the only things she felt was her freezing skin of her mother. She was so confused and look at her father. "What happen? Why are you crying? Why mommy sleeping here?" ask her innocently. Father only can said "Mommy was gone soo far away." Until now that little girl still didn't understand where her mother going? Why mother and her sister left her behind.

I inhale and calming myself. Tears streaming down below remind me every detail memories that I remember 5 years ago. That's too hurt to be remember, to hurt to be true but that's all happened and I still have no idea how to deal with that.. Oh God.. how to ease the pain.. this is killing me inside..

I'm not even realized that my shoulder shaking until I felt one little hand hold my shoulder, quickly I shove my tears away and tried to smile looking at him.

"I don't wanna left behind.. If they go, then I wanna go with them too.. They just so cruel you know.. why they left me behind? Why they're not taking me with them?? I don't even know where they were going? I wish I knew so I find a way to meet them again, so we can be together again...that's so hurt.. I don't even describe how does it feels.. horrible, terrified, devasted maybe that words not exactly described what it is.. you know? I still wish.. I wish at that time I could going with them. If I knew that were the last time, I would coming with them in the car, or I will tried my best not to let them go, so the car accident won't happen. I wish I could...." I closed my face while I was crying crazily.. I miss them.. I don't know how to accept that they're already gone and the worst part is they're gone and left me behind.

I felt the kid hugging me tightly while we are crying together. We didin't stop crying but we just let the feeling flown away with our tears cause sometime the burdens was so hard to endure inside.

"They promised they will come back home soon too. All I wanna do just coming home and wait them to coming. I wish these all only nightmares that when I woke up, I will see them again, but everytime I woke up, I still couldn't find them. I wanna going home, maybe they're waiting me at home, but it's so hard to find a way out from here." He speak.. Finally he talk to me.

I released my embrace and look at him smiling.

"I know it hard, I know you understand too how horrible the feeling but we have to keep going. I know I can't even don't know how.. I keep telling myself that they just gone for awhile in a better place but that was so hard and even I still can't deal with that.. it takes time.."

"I just wanna go home.. can you take me home, so I can see if my parents was there?" he asked seriously.

"I'll tried to talk with Marie.. but please.. no more runaway again" I wipe my tears and he nodded.

"Thank you." He said and hug me. I smile when he facing me.

"Let's go down for dinner, I'm hungry." By the time he said that he already climbing down the tree while I'm astounded figure it out how to climbing down.

"Come on." He said. I still trying to step on the branch and step to another branch again and it's just a little jump to the ground.

"Just jump a little." He said.

Okay I was jump but #@$&aaa I felt a bit sting on my left ankle but I think I take off smoothly. I open my eyes while I was landing on the top of someone. Carlo giggling and look at me.

Why the hell he was here underneath me, why I was landing on him? Abruptly I stand and try to avoiding him by looking another side. Oh Gosh!!

"What a nice landing Hailey, you know that your boyfriend is underneath yeah." Carlo said and run away. I take a look at him while he staring blankly at me. I take my heels and walk away. Okay that sting on my ankle still there but I don't care, I just wanna get rid of him. I start walk away when suddenly a pair of arm pull me up and he took me in his arm.

My heart.. My heart, please stop beating crazily. I just closed my eyes hope to hiding the sparkle in it..