Love Full of Lies

Chapter 5

He kissed back pero mas matagal at tila pinalalim niya ang paghahalikan namin. I was about to stop kissing him but he didn't let me. 

He pulled me closer and kiss me sensationally and passionately na parang ba ako ang pinakamahalagang babae sa mundo. He started to move down. He kiss, lick, and bite my neck which I know that it will leave a mark. Still, it wasn't enough to make him stop. His hand move down closer to my chest then he started unbuttoning my shirt which I think is the queue to stop him. 

Why? Cause he's getting far and I don't like it, right? di ko gusto di ba.

He still unbuttoning me until he reached the 4th button I pushed with all my strength baka kasi di magpaawat kapag tinapik ko lang eh... You know mapupusok ang boys di ba?

I was back to my senses nung huminga ako ng malalim na tila bang hapong hapo ako sa ginawa naming. Talo ko pang umaten sa triathlon at kailangan ko huminga ng malalim. Nakakatawa lang isipin na hinayaan ko siyang gawin yon... Hays ang tanga mo bes. Unti-unti ko sinara yung buttones ng admit ko pero napa tigil ako dahil nakaramdama ako ng titig, titig gaming sa lalaking kinamumuhian ko, nilingon ko yun at di ako nagkamali...

He gazes into my eyes and says "That's the best kiss I ever experienced in my whole living." He smiled genuinely at me And,

I was taken aback because of his smile again. 

shit self! bakit ba ang bilis mo mafall sa mga ngiti niya? What happened, akala ko ba babawiaan pero ba't parang nakagain pa ata siya... hays! Ang gulo mo!

I don't know what to say to him after I kissed him... 

Tumayo na ako sa kinakaupuan ko at tatakbo na sana palayo ng hilaiin niya ako paupo sa kanyang kandungan at niyakap patalikod. Naglikot ako para kumalas yung mga bisig nyang nakayakap pero walang epekto yun dahil mas lalong humigpit ang yakap niya.

He put his head on my shoulder (o wag kakanta), I was stilled on that moment... Tila kabado baka kung may anong katarantaduhan nanaman gagawin si Chase, pero lumipas ang ilang minuto walang nangyari. I was getting uneasy from that moment until...

"I'm sorry."

Did I hear it right? 

"What?"

He buried his face on my neck which I find it....cute HEHEHEHEHE buti nalang wala akong kilit sa leeg... HAHAHAHA

"Please, stop teasing me."

"Teasing you? I'm not teasing you... I didn't really hear what you said. hihihhi" Mahiya-hiya na may panunukso kong sagot sa kanya hahahah...

 Ang cute mong mahiyang leche ka!  

Napa buntong hiniga na lang siya... Bumaling ako ng tingin sa kanya at laking gulat ko ng nakatingin siya sa akin basically we are facing each other closely like were gonna kiss again... comeback to your senses Mads, Iiwas na sana ako ng tinging ng bigla siyang nagsalita.

"I'm sorry..." He said it while putting the strands of my hair at the back of my ear.

"I'm sorry about the kiss earlier in the washroom. Here on the bench... I didn't mean to cross the line, sadyang nadala lang ako." mahiya-hiya niyang sabi.

HAHAHHAH ang cute niya talaga.

Pero I feel awkward parin sa posisyon namin kaya nag iwas nalang ako ng tingin... Di ko kaya makipagtitigan sa mata na kulay kayumanggi... para kasing kinocontrol kanoon kahit tingnan mo lang.

"Uyy.. sabi ko sorry..." palambing niyang sambit niya.

Di ko na kaya... kanina pa ako nakakramdam ng ibang feeling sa tyan ko kaya kailangan ko pigilan toh. This isn't right.