S.A.T.U.F.A.N.A

Friendly, Cheer, Happy.

I met you when I was sixteen

For being the one who friendly than anybody I know

And I used to be a troublesome teen

But I tried my best to stay close so I plan sitting next to you in one row

So that if I'm tired I know where I want to stare, who I want to stare

Well to be honest I've always feeling jealous with everyone who knows you better

Cause this feelings I felt on my chest is the real one I called rare

When everyone comes around you and I saw you're like a multitasker

Am I the only one who feel it? this feelings growing stronger when I hear your voice

"no way she's going to respond me, she got everything" the words I've said

But after everything I saw I'm afraid of being not the only choice

And that's the moment when she stared at me and it feels like being raid

I'm the one who felt like a victim inside this story

For being the one who fall just with a simple gesture

With these words I've wrote to you I just want to say sorry

With this feelings I just don't want you to have any pressure

After three years passed, after everything I tried to settle up with no clue

It feels like something's went missing something went wrong

I tried to sit down and relax when suddenly my feelings got blue

When I hear you sang your only number one favorite song

It makes me confused about how I still feels the same

When I tried to go back on you everyone who put you whole were always there

And I started to mad and point my fingers towards myself for a reasonable blame

To be not the only choice is the only thing that makes me scared

I hope everything I saw was only a dream because it felt so real

The hatred, the heart broke, emotions collided when I put you on everything I ever stood

When I meet you again you said "I was a fool back then, please it's not a big deal"

With every words I've being said, I hope you'll understood.