When everything you've built turn into something completely ugly
Or you can't get your head up just because you feel stupid
Evaluate yourself because it's the only thing that can be worked more than put everything on a self guilty
World is big enough to catch and there will be something that can be build
Sometimes life just as beauty as a movie scene
But that beauty really need a thousand efforts to read
Everything seems to be easy when we were young and turn into the stubborn teen
When we can take everything without even feel there's responsibility to lead
The rain starts to fall, and the leaves start to wet and I still see the seasons changed months by months
Or even sometimes I feel like don't want to see tomorrow because of yesterday
When I think about what every sins that I've done with my black heart I have inside this black filthy cloth
With this mortal mouth and not sharped tongue I don't even know what to say
Sometimes I hate to think that my sins on yesterday is going to change my future plan
I can't make many reasons even if I put or, when, why, where, and the last excuse I put is an and
I used to avoided every problem with a single ran
Then I realized that the world is not yet going to an end
In the world of the past to the future, I'm trying to fix my yesterday as my last so I can be free without anything to lure
Even though it feels bad and always bring me into sorrow
But I still don't know what's going to happen and I can't be so sure
I want to fix everything I've done just to catch the lights of tomorrow
Sometimes I feel like the future is something unpredictable to tell
Because people are born randomly and we can't even choose which one is straight, lesbian, or gay
But at the same time I know peoples future are not that cheap to sell
So I spare my part for cheer and happiness, sad and sorrow, think and learn, only just because I want to live my life and put everything for today.
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