S.A.T.U.F.A.N.A

Never be.

I don't know how to get your feelings towards me

It's been 4 years and I still can't even have your eyes

I don't know what you're thoughts about the ending of this story

Please make it up for me, so that my feelings can grow and your heart can blow and rise

‪sometimes I can't get enough of you when I thought I already have

you're gone and everything feels strange and missing

I've been thinking to hold you forever and keep everything so I can be brave

But our current status told us your finger won't fit the ring

When your name shows up like it was a mistake

And every beautiful dream that becomes hallucinations

All of the promises that linked with that finger will always be fake

Every words you've said I don't want to be inside your assumptions

All of the stars blink and make sprinkle to your perfect eyes

Or the window you opened just to realize there's an ocean for you to see

I have already bargain just to see a chest full of lies

Every seconds of your time is unpredictable and still become a mystery

So every marks still become silence beyond the silhouette of your neck

When I look at you as someone I appreciate, you saw me as nobody

Your shadows on every corner shows no sign of hesitation to pull me back

But in every ways you never meant to be with me.