S.A.T.U.F.A.N.A

Time Machine.

I wish I can turn back the time

To see my 8 years old self hit the different road

To watch him enjoy every sunshine

To guide him for the better old

And Life still hitting me hard so I cannot breath

I wish I can turn back the time to see him change it

To see him face all the problems so finally he can relieve

And enjoy barney when it's the only thing that makes him lit

I wish to see him choose science more than social

When he finishes his formula more than talk to his friends

Cause these days people are not that loyal

The only thing he forgot that they will leave in the end

I want to tell him listen to his dad more than himself

Just to care for his mama so don't make her cry

And he will said "I can take care of myself I believe mama never cry, you lie"

Well that's not the problem here

I'm you and you will regret saying it

He slammed the door and shout leave me be

I watch how he see through his daddy's eyes and say "you're not that fit"

And say it without even feel deeply sorry

I want to watch how he will react when the first time he see his papa cried

I filled myself with regret and sins when I realized it was too many

And start to ask myself, I can't change can I?