Malita grew up in a group home since the age of 5. Once her father left her mother her mother gave her up because she no longer wanted her. Malita went through her life feeling unloved and unwanted. Her scapegoat was going to college soon as she gra...
Joe wants to take me to get an ultrasound guess this is his way of convincing me to keep this child. We went right after work.
"Right this way." The woman says directing Us into exam room.
"How excited are ya?" She asks innoncently.
"You really shouldn't ask questions like that when you don't anything. You don't know who you may trigger or what you may trigger." I snap at her.
Joe chuckles nervously placing his hands on my shoulders.
"Don't touch me." I tell her brushing his hands off.
"Sorry, can you sit on the bed please." She asks
"Sorry, this is all just so overwhelming for me." I said as she helps me sit down. "I'm about 8 weeks."
She adjust the bed and tells me to lay back and lift my dress up. "This is going to feel cold."
She pouts clear gel on my stomach and she was right it is cold. She moves it around while looking at the monitor, "you're right you are about 8 weeks. Now let's see the baby- babies."
"You said babies as in plural?" I sit up a little.
She moves it around a little, "Yes, three."
"Three? It has to be a mistake look again? Maybe it's a tumor or something." Oddly as it sounds I wish it is a tumor.
"No you are having triplets." She looks at me with a smile on her face.
Suddenly I feel light headed and boom I passed out. I wake up to being fanned by Joe. "I had the most craziest dream. The doctor lady said I was pregnant with triplets-" I look around and saw the screen again. Triplets, I fainted again.
I wake up again Joe holding my hand. He helps me sit up. Now I can't get an abortion, killing 3 fetuses that's cruel. "She said that's why you're big as you are for 8 weeks." How explained everything the lady was telling him while I was out cold.
He has Ultrasound pictures in his hand, "you want them?"
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"No I don't."
"Are you still going to go through with you know?"
"How can I? 3 babies that's cruel. Guess I'm keeping them." I said sadly. I don't want to have my rapist babies. I know I wouldn't be able to live with myself I aborted them.
"I'm going to take care of you. First thing you're moving in with me and I'm putting you in bed rest. It's no negotiation and I don't want to hear you're mouth about it, you're having my kids and I want this pregnancy to go by stress free." He opens the car door for me.
"So keeping me prisoner on your house is going to keep me stress free?" I respond not to happy but this is Joe this doesn't surprise me.
"You will have a lot of room, things to keep you occupied and I'll clean out a room for the nursery. It's only right you live with me since you're having my babies."
"What if I said no?"
He gives me this look I don't like what's in hours eyes so I cave in, "Okay."
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"I'm going to drop toy off home and let you get some rest I know upper tired." He rubs my belly which makes me uneasy. "Despite everything this is the best day of my life."
And the worst for me. I didn't say anything the whole ride home I am trying to cope with this whole deal. Move in with him-my rapist/boss now baby father? How did this become my life? "Give me a few days to get my thoughts together can you do that?"
"Of course. I'm going to be taking a few days off work and work from home so I can get everything together for you."
He pulls up in my driveway and I get out as soon as the car stops. I went inside. Stephanie is sitting in the living room with Michael, Amanda and Trisha.
"Hey! Look who came home!!" Stephanie says greeting me at the door before I go to the stairs.
"Been busy. Hi everyone." I wave.
"I can't believe this, soon as Stephanie told me I had to come see it for myself." Trisha says walking up to me.
I look at Stephanie disgusted, "You just can't keep your mouth shut. I didn't want anyone to know until I was ready. You stupid bitch." I said to Stephanie. "I'm going to be in my room.
"Wow, she's not happy." Trisha said watching her storm to her room.
Why would I want anyone to know I am pregnant? So they can start asking me questions that I don't want to talk about. That I will have to say I was raped? What would I say? I don't want to talk about what happened! She shouldn't have opened her damn mouth without asking me first!! I lie sown in bed trying not to stress so much. I reach under my bed for my box of snacks and went in as I turn on some good netflix.
Stephanie knocks on my door I let her in. She sure in my bed, "Hey Sorry I said something I just got so excited about it."
"I'm not even ready to deal with this situation and here you go babbling to everyone."
"Sorry, I got you a snicker." She hands to me
Everyone comes in my room, they climb in bed with me and we sat and watch a few movies and then got hooked on Good Girls. Of course I feel asleep mid season with a snicker in my mouth.
