Joe has been blowing me up and it's been only 2 days. Like my guy calm down. I don't know why he's so damn worried. It's gonna be extra awkward once Stephanie finds out he's the father. I don't know if she's going to be surprised or angry. She did like him at one point. I'm kind of hoping he doesn't bring his ass over here. As I am finishing packing most of my things Stephanie knocks on the door. I tell her to come in.
"Joe is here with a moving truck and two guys. He says he's here to pick you up and move your things. What's going on?" She asks confused.
He did exactly what I didn't want him to do-bring his ass here. I didn't want to have this conversation with her at all- Never!
"He's helping me move." I told the partial truth.
"Why? When did ya become close? What happened on your Mexico trip? Did ya have sex?" Her eyes widen, "ooh is he the father?!"
"Calm down before you have a heart attack. No one said we are close and you're jumping to a lot of conclusions. He owes me a favor. Now carry this outside." I hand her the suitcase.
I rub my belly. She's giving me anxiety with all these damn questions. Why is she so damn nosey all the time? She takes the suits cases and legs Joe and the two guys in. Joe walks in my room as I am grabbing my purses. "You didn't have to show up here with your two goons and a moving truck. Now Stephanie asking 10,000 questions."
"Whatever. I rather get this done now rather than later." He walks in the closet, "this is all of your stuff?" Pointing to 3 boxes.
"Yeah, it's not like I'm rich. I was just starting to settle in. What about my bed?"
"You won't need it." He calls for the two men he brought to help with the boxes. Stephanie hugs me once I was outside, "Imma miss you. Call me and visit everyday." She says
"I'll try." I really will but I have a feeling Joe is going to be tracking my every move. Joe opens the door for me and we leave. "Bye freedom." I mumble.
"You mind if-" he looks at me then my belly.
"Go ahead." I said knowing what he wanted to do.
He places his large hand on my belly, "Hopefully they are boys. I'll take girls too but hopefully boys. Johnathan, Joe Jr. and Rome Anoa'i. I can't wait for ya to get here my little ones." He lights up talking to my stomach.
I feel dirty and used. What am I doing Malita? "I bought some prenatals, I found a midwife, and a heating pad."
I sigh I don't speak the whole ride I am just trying to process all this. I wish it wasn't trippiest otherwise I would have gotten an abortion. I wouldn't be stuck in this situation right now. How the fuck I let this happen? We arrive to a mansion.
I'm not going to lie I am blown away but how big it is. I know the inside is huge. This is my new home? It's not bad, but I still don't want to be here. "Welcome to your new home."
"You mean welcome to hell." I mumbled.
He turns facing me, he places his hand on my cheek I flinch thinking he was going to hit me. That's what 15 years of abuse does to you. He caresses my cheek stroking it with his thumb, "This is new for you and this is new for me too. You are the mother of my beautiful children and we are raising them as a family under one roof. You should want this being that you never had a family."
That was low it actually hurt my feelings. I don't say anything. He gets out and opens the door for me. The two guys who were driving the truck unloads it and carries it to the house. Why didn't I put up more of a fight that night? I should have kicked him in the balls ir try to. He grabs my suitcases from the trunk and head inside. Feeling dead I just want to lie down and not be bothered by anyone. "Where am I sleeping and don't you dare say with you because that's where I draw the line."
"You have your own room. We are taking this slow we don't need to rush sleeping together. That'll come later."
"Over my dead body."
He chuckles then puts his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. "You are one of a kind, you know that." He looks at me.
Yeah one of a kind of stupid. "I'm tired I just want to sleep. Show me my room." He does and it's as big as hell its the size of Stephanie and I room out together. It it's beautiful. I lie down and stares out the window looking at the view crying until I passed out.
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Given Black Roses
FanfictionMalita grew up in a group home since the age of 5. Once her father left her mother her mother gave her up because she no longer wanted her. Malita went through her life feeling unloved and unwanted. Her scapegoat was going to college soon as she gra...