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Friday & Saturday romba distrubed ah irrunden reason going to miss him a lot and now missing him a lot... Both haven't talked individually or both dont know about each other but this heart is painful even though
Nama manam ketta manasi keka matigudu.... Ena pandradu...

Sunday marupadiyum msg panunen.

M: hi
....... No rly for long time...
Inga avan kita irrundhu epa msg varum wait panitu irrunden.. Epa msg sound ketalum avana papen.... Fed up aiten okay nama vidhinu nenachu aludhu manasa katupadtitu irrunden chat delete panitu avan contact delete paniten....

Eveng vishnu kita irrundhu msg varudhu naa mrg anupna msg ku.
V: Helo mam.
M: ( rly pana kudadu  msg paka kudadu romba neram poraditu irrunden aparam epayum pola nama manam ketta manasu kettucha....)
Busy or still hang over...
V: little busy.....
M: okay u be busy there here I too have work bye...
V: cool bye
M: ( aio kadavule en ena ipadi pandra... Eduku avana paka veacha... Daily avanukga inga naa alaren adi kuda teriyama ena avoid panaran.....

At nite last ah oru try panalmnu
M: are you busy right now..
V: nopes
M: ( ivana paru nopes  evalvu casuall msg panaran. Inga naa eavla tension la irruken luz payan)
OK... Don't think I'm interfering into your personal..
V: nothing carry on.
M: thanks. What is your decision?
V: decision about what?
M: about what ah 😒😕
V: what you are asking?
M( semaya kandhu etaran ivan kita ennum pesnuma nama. Enamo panatum)  transfer
V: not interested
M why
V don't know
M: you are getting promotion if you are transferring here and that to just only for a year.
V: i can't live
M what.. Why can't you
V: i can't mange there.
M how few people are coming. Though they have commitments.
V. I DO HAVE A LOT OF COMMITMENT MAM.
M( aio kobam aitan pola irrukae)
Sorry I didn't mean like that.. They are married but you are not...
V: yah you are right, they are married so they don't want to take risk they travelling. Still i can fight...
M: you are getting a chance to roam full south india at free of cost...
V🤔🤔🤔😕
M : you are getting deputation + extra pay... And we are here to guide you to roam around the South India... And taste yummy food..
V : i do get yummy food here..
M: r u tubelight
V: what
M🙄😯😱😵😬
: sorry sorry sory
1000 times sorry.. Aio it came in a flow...
V : ya what you have in your mind will come.. Thats true...
U are right mam
M: I am sorry again.. Sorry sorry sorry
V: fine
M: OK thanks
V only great people can forget and forgive soon
M😁
Okay.....
So what's your decision..
V: Still not decided you will know tomorrow.
M okay good night.. Hoping for the best. And sorry again....

Next day in office...

I was eagerly waiting for his communicator to be on... But for long time it didn't. After some time I gat mail from his official id... Eagerly opened it.. It was a thank you mail...   When I see it my eyes turn waters... I made myself com texted so you didn't accept it...
V: yes.. I can't.
Concentrate on your work soon you have to replace my name.. All the best.. Bye.
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After that till today  atleat once in a every month  I used msg him every time I msg him with hope getting responses from him some time he respond my msg many time not at every time I msg him when there is no response I used to cry. For last 4 yrs  I am doing this. I will be messaging him for all his 🎂 and every festivals we celebrate both in Tamilnadu and in North India. And keep on checking his WhatsApp and Facebook Id. And every time I keep status I will be eagerly waiting to know whether he saw that. And  every status  I keep is only for him but he will not know because it wil be in my language.... Still his attitude never change that so called *male egostic*.......

OK let's back to story now.

We reached office. And  everything is ready in meeting hall directly we went there and some official introduction about the team and project, process training techniques and methods.. Then  we had  our lunch and post lunch is fully loaded with work because of some requirements and applications needed for the training.... Even today (day he came to Tamilnadu for giving training) also I texted  him good morning  like everyday i do. I made myself sure not to embarse him at a y chance and not to see him or stare  him again...  Not given any chance for him to talk an he will not do that because he is a such an attitude person.... And work is going on well and good and I made myself busy so I will not stare him.