Aasai

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Next day Office la rendu perum edum nadakadadu madri behave panunaga.. Office over agum podu.. V:Okay ram i have a small work have to meet a friend in near by mall... I will be waiting for my friend to come there.. Bye ( Madhu va pathu solitu poram)

But inga madhu avana meet pandra idea la illa...so office cab la room ku poeyta....

Vishnu wait pandra but iva varala...
So next ava hostel munadi poi wait pandra... Ipa madhuku msg varadhu I waiting for you...
M: i told you  I will not come.
V: fine... Thats  why I am waiting outside of your hostel..
M: where ever I won't come.
What??
(window la irrundhu pakara)
Listen I won't come to see you or talk with you.. Better go away from here... Dont waste your time solitu window va close panitu pora...
V : I'll be waiting...
But inga madhu ku ivan en ipadi pandran... Ivan ipadi pana matten.
Romba attitude pudichivan aachu.
Ivan eduku inga vandhu ipadi pandra...
Marupadiyum Marupadiyum nama manam keta manasu avana paka soldhu... But ivan nala nee neraya eladuta Marupadiyum risk edukadanu Manu brain soludhu. Ipadi poga one hr aachu...
Wait pandrana illa poitana pakalamnu patha wait pandran....
Aio kadvulae.. Ivan en ipadi pandran....
M: vishnu its better if you go ...
V: never
M then as you wish...

Late nite aagudhu.. Eenum pogala avan saptan teriyala kandipa saputu irruka maatan.. Naa varalnu kobama  irrupan..

Security ta kudutu vidalmnu edhavdhu irruka pakaren onum illa biscuits mattum Dan irruku...

Biscuit and water bottle kuduthu vidara..

V: sry Anna.. I don't want..
Who gave you ask them to come...

Ada ena ma andha payan ipadi pandran... Nee poo ma enum konjam nerthula poiruvan...

OKay Anna nu solitu pora... But madhu nala thuga mudiyala apa apa irrukanu pakara.. Avan enum inga Dan irruka.. Ivan en ipadi pandran.. Ennum sapda kuda illa.
Seri poi edavadhu soli avana anupalamnu.. Pora kaila biscuits water bottle eduthutu.
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V: so finally you came to meet me.. I told you na..
M: eruma ipa kuda paru epadi attitude kamikaranu ivanuku poi biscuit kondu vandenparu ena solanum.
Ada apavaey pogadhanu sonenla ipa anubavai.
Whats  your problem. Its getting late.. How will you go..
Where will you go..
V: until u answer me I won't...
Ufff
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Okay  have this..
No need...
Okay have it let's finish it off every thing now.

V:No I don't want anything...
M: Fine, at least have water..
V :Mmm....  He finished full bottle in one go...
M: ( eruma Indha vena pona attitude onum korachal illa.. Paru epadi kudikaranu.) sirikara..
V : what you are laughing at me am I look like joker...
M :😂😂😂
Wait..
V: hey
M: will be back...
Kaila mobile eduthutu purse eduthu vara water bottle kuda...
Come we will go there and talk.. Nu soli cab book pandra.. Cab la oru night street food area ku pogudhu.. Anga poi first avanuku sapada edavadhu vangi tarannum.. Ava mattum sapada matan so namaku edavadhu solanum yoscihu poi order pandra  panitu sapdarga.. Then..
M: okay say me what answer you want from me..
V: fine  now you are clear right after clarifying yourself a lot..
M( ivan Ida ennum neyabagam veachu irrukanu oru mins paka taknu sudarichu) I am alway right.... U now go ahead.
V : aacha.. Matalab you are clear so now ready to answe all my questions..
M : not me.. You wanted those.
V: what else.. Why are you acting...
M: what...
V: answer me don't raise any questions
M: i am not acting...
V: you are not acting now that means 4 yrs back you acted..
M: hello..
Vishnu intrupted in between and said i only need to here answer apart from that nothing else.

As i said yesterday.. I don't want my heart to be broken...
V What did you mean...
M you know
V: what I know
M don't act like you don't know anything
V :really yar i can't get what you are saying.
M: don't act again .. Fine always  you are the one is playing  with my feelings...
You are the one who thought me how to love a person  and how not to love a person
You  are the one who give me more pain and those pains are deep inside me still... 
You are the one who changed me to act like this.
You are the one who changed me totally a new person.
You are the one who teach me what is love and  you are the one who  always hurt  me till today.
You with your so called  *attitude* which not let me talk openly...  And you know everything  and till now you act...
V: hey...  Hey...  Hey.... Wait.
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V: What happened ..  What I know everything?  What I teach you.
Did I ever stop you not to talk.?
Whats a big deal with my attitude.
Then what those big big words hurt and pain...
What you mean?
M: see still you are the one who is rising  the question  and  I am still  answering  it though  I should not.
V: I guess you are making  things worse.
M: what me...  You are the one who made my life worse.
V : hey  what is this mind your words..
M: see why are you getting  angry.
We are outside.. Be polite don't  raise your voice..  You asked me questions  I just simply  answered  it.
V: oh u just simply answer it with those big words.
Bullshit..
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..  Vishnu marupadiyum marupadiyum madhu sonadha yosikaran. Apa Dan neyabagam varudhu.  Training  la irrukum podu
Last one week la pesunadhu ellam.
Coincide  panaran..

Madhu do you still love me???

Madhu ku oray shock ena padil solar dhun teiryala.

V: don't  feel bad? I just want to clarified..
M: no..  Not at all..
Then you need to clarify  it right.... Listen you are right now I am acting to everyone.. Because  I don't  want my problem to known to all as it is just time pass for then.

I am not a such a person  like free going  girl..  My grown up situation  is different which is like bird in gage..  For me love is sin.. And more than that...  I used to give lectures  for more more to those who says me that they are in love.  The most hated word,  the word I want to remove  it from the world. But for the first time when I saw you there was unknown  smile in my face but I didn't  take serious  that before  I was your trainee..  After I realised  the power value feal of love and that to love at first sight at that most broken situations of mine. Thus bring me more change in my life..  Which finally  made me strong enough  to face any problems.

Though  many time you know. I will not concentrate  on training  many times you made me to concentrate  on it.. You the reason but you  didn't  clarify  it that time itself .  If you done it.. My track of life will be another  way. Whenever  I want spend time with you but won't be in same mind set.

Sometime I messaged you but you didn't  reply  some times you do..  But those are with uninteresting  one..  So I came to know that you are not interested  to text me and I will leave and many times I cry...
Daily  I used type my mag to you but will delete  it without  sending  it because  of your  attitude  which hurts me.. 

And those words..  I don't  know whether  you  know or remember  it because you said it after you drunk.  Still now those in my ears.. Because of  your words daily  night I am crying...  I cry because  to make me comfort for many reason ofcourse  you will be one among them

Later few days before finally  I stopped  text you ..   I am getting  some reply and for some I didn't  but whenever  you rly late..  And being online you didn't  rly me find wrong  and I only asked you indirectly and you admit that  you are getting  married..  After that I finally  stopped  text you..   Though  I know you are not interested in replying  my msg  after  many fight with me I will send.  And that to everything  is indirect question  though you answer me correctly  and straight  for that..  You understand  my msg but  not me.. If you know my intention you must be guided me in right way.. By breaking  the ice.

V : What  you are saying  everything  is my fault and you get hurted for that.
M: see now also you understand  it correctly..  For the first time I am seeing  that you are admitting  the fact.

V: you said that you don't  love me then why are you getting  hurted till today  as you said.???

M: ofcourse  I didn't  love you now but until you confess your  marriage  I was...  And its first love will never  die..  That too from me it won't...  Now only I started to forgetting  about that but my fate is again I am under your training..

And most funniest  thing is still I am checking  your  Facebook and what's up for an update.. Earlier  many time I have given  you friend request  and deleted it many times...  These all are happened  when I was in pune and being time in tamilnadu..  But later I left that...

V: do you  think  that you don't  love me after  you confess  everything  now  I fell like you still do that... 
M: no I am clear  that I don't  love you it's because  of infatuation  happened.  After that I might  haven't  seen anyone or that you..  If I see anyone in such case I might  gone behind them.

V: nice..  Well matured talk..  If it is just an infatuation  then it won't  hurt you lot like this..