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August 10, 2010
It was finally the first day of school and I just knew I had to show out. Mya took me shopping three days ago & I don't even know how I much spent on that day all I know is that I have a bunch of new clothes that can last me the whole school year. I'm more of a jeans type of girl but since I'm in middle school now my mom said I gotta express myself in many different ways. So I did. I grabbed some sandals and dresses to add to my over clustered collection of clothes. Today I decided to go basic, a white short sleeve shirt and black ripped skinny jeans with white Air Force ones. I finally got a phone only because I would have to walk to the end of the block to get picked up due to the traffic when school is out. Or sometimes Ill meet my mom at McDonald's because who doesn't want to eat after they get out of jail?

My hair was in a high bun and my edges were done. I grabbed my empty for no good backpack and headed downstairs. My mom was already outside waiting for me. Once I got into the car my mom started going on her normal morning before school talks and basically told me to not get my head in my butt and to stay focus.

I'm not a social butterfly so the main thing I'm hopping for is to Atleast see someone I know and actually like me. I go to a different school than from the friends I had in elementary and I'm sad but Atleast I get to hang with them on the weekends. After my mom dropped me off I walked onto the campus seeing all the unusual faces that scared me

Upperclassmen

I was surrounded by 8th graders. They looked so mean and annoyed. I mean it is the first day of school I'll probably be that way when I'm at their age. I went to the bulletin and looked for my homeroom teacher. I found the classroom number so I headed to her room.

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The bell rang for dismissal. I was the first one out the classroom and school. I called my mom to let her know I was heading to the corner stop sign. Soon I seen her Mercedes Benz pull up.

Mya is pretty wealthy. She's a pediatrician for the county hospital. I don't know how much she makes but whatever and how much she makes is pretty good because the car and house we live in is definitely upper class living. And I go to a public school now so it's just as bad to floss all I have when everyone around me isn't fortunate. I don't brag about the money I have because they have something that I don't have

A mother and father

So I remain humble and not seem like I'm stuck up. Even if I tried I would fail. I wasn't raised to be a butt face or bully. I was raised to be classy not trashy.

"How was your first day?" She asked

"I have a class with Nina" I mumbled

She sighed, "don't let her get to you this year okay. She's just fighting her own demons"

"Well she didn't say anything exactly to me today"

She frowned, "what did she do then"

I shrugged my shoulders, "nothing. I'm not bothered by her actions anymore"

I couldn't help but to lie. Today Nina created a crew of friends that don't like me already. One of her friends even said if I was to come to close to any of them they'll shave my head and send me back to Mexico amazon primed.

"Okay, why did you change your shoes"

I have PE now so I bring extra pair of clothes and shoes to school to keep in my locker. Today this girl named Carmen (one of ninas best friends) came up to me and said she'll willing bash my head into my locker if I was to ever wear air forces again. So I changed my shoes and threw my forces away. Carmen is a big bully. Bigger than Nina. There would be times when Carmen would push me out of line in the 4th grade and push me off the monkey bars or just do bad things to me. One time it was picture day and my hair was flat ironed and she thought it would be in her best interest to throw water and milk on me right before pictures were taken.

"I stepped in mud." I answered

"So where are your shoes?"

"At school in my locker"

She nodded and didn't say anything else. She dropped me off at home with my older cousin, melody. She's old enough to watch me even though she's 16 and doesn't pay me any mind when she's over here. I don't mind. I like being all alone.

I rushed upstairs to my room and pulled out my Mac book. I went on safari and logged into this heritage website where you put your information in and they'll tell you all the information about you and where you come from.

I don't like the site but I heard and seen on the commercials that it changes people lives. I just hope I'll find something that will change my life. As I continued to click on links to see if I recognized any of the family trees and came up short. I sighed annoyed that I was again clueless. I reloaded the page after I added more information about me

Where I was born

Three trees popped up. The first one showed nothing at all just my name and they said I had a baby.

Eww

The second link had more information. It showed a mother and father linked together to my name. The mothers name was unknown but the fathers information was there.

Jakai Antonio Caesar de Gonzalez

I clicked on the link that led to his tree and all I seen were Spanish names and people

His mother name was

Maria Espinoza de Kartel Gonzalez

And his father name was

Alejandro delgato Sanchez de Gonzalez

They are married and live in Houston Texas. They were born in South America. They are first generation immigrants. They came to America in 1976 and they have 8 children including the jakai man.

I went back to the guys link and I seen he was from Houston Texas. He has one child which could possibly be me. He's currently 30 years old and lives somewhere in the USA. There was nothing else about him. He's 6'3 and has hazel eyes. There was no picture of him but there was information about his history. It said he was arrested in 2003 for committing high crimes and misdemeanors, illegal foreign exchange, domestic abuse and possession of an unauthorized weapon.

Oh he's a bad boy

I went to google and typed his name. Nothing really came up to the search but I tried as many links as I can. In one of the articles it caught me off guard. They said he had a baby with an A list celebrity but they no longer communicate. They had a daughter. Nothing was said about the daughter but there was a picture of a birth certificate. I downloaded the copied version and there were blurred lines in certain spaces. I looked at who the birth certificate belonged to

Jazmín Giselle Tinamarie Sanchez de Gonzalez

I studied the name. It couldn't be me.

Date of birth: April 23,2000

That's my birthday. I skipped everything else and went to the parents section. Come to find out my dad could be Jakai and the reason why I don't have a dad is because he's in jail. But I do have a father, he's just in trouble right now. But I still don't understand why though. In order for me to know if this was really my birth certificate I needed to know if it was the same hospital I was born in

Saint Joseph hospital of Houston Texas

I was born there. This was the first time I've ever seen my birth certificate. I got happy that I finally got some answers. I immediately looked at the parent section. My mother's first and middle name was blurred but her last name wasn't. I frowned looking at the last name and date of birth of my mother it all looked to familiar to be a dead MIA woman's information

Last name: Knowles
Birthdate: September 4, 1981
Relation to child: Mother
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Alright I may update like two more times today so look out for the updates.

How do you feel about jasmine getting bullied at school? Why do you think she keeps her mouth close?
Jasmine finally got the answers she's been looking for, how do you think she took the news?
What do you think is going to happen next?

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