𝐁𝐄𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐀. | park jinyoung ff

one - intro.

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[ lower case intended <3 ]

"how can i love someone who needs to be loved by millions of people in the world?!"

this faint echo of my hoarse voice rang in my ear, as i awakened from my slumber in the office.

"you missed yet another meeting, (y/n). " min nagged.

min is my closest friend ever since i started working for JYP Entertainment. although i have never showed my face in any of the cameras that the members use to record, i enjoyed that somehow.

i enjoyed being part of the members' lives, helping them in one way or another.

i was assigned to work with the 7 year boy group, got7. they are truly experienced idols and know how to handle themselves most of the time. in their eyes however,, i'm the complete opposite. i tend to drop a lot of our makeup supplies when getting the members ready for a show, i even tend to drop drinks for the members.

fortunately for me, got7 always just laughs it off and assures me that it's okay.

I've been by their sides since 2016 and during that period, i've gotten closer to them in a more personal manner.

i've been by their side in every concert, v-live show, premieres, variety show, world tour, photoshoot- you name it.

compared to the rest of the staff, i'm the youngest. i'm 24 this April while the rest of the staff are aged 27 and above, including min. they're all more matured and composed than i am.

the member who's around the same age as me is no one else but park jinyoung.. although he's a year older.

therefore, i'm no doubt the closest to him compared to the 6 of the members. i treat all members as brothers of course, but jinyoung and i have a closer bond.

they've watched me grow up as i've watched them rise in the k-pop industry.

i've witnessed all of their arguments, drunken sides, playful sides, tired sides... everything!

however,, there is one downside.

since i'm the youngest staff in the company, i tend to get looked down on a ton. without the members by my side, i feel completely vulnerable; like a prey in the woods just waiting for my predators to come get me over and over again.

but i remember something jackson always told me whenever i felt afraid, "we're here for you, no matter what (y/n)."

ever since my parents passed, i never had anyone to turn to whenever i felt small. i only ever had my elder brother who was always busy with work so when i was still a high-school student, i would always shut others away and isolate myself.

the moment i saw that JYP was hiring new staff members, i took the chance straight away.. even if it meant i had to move away from the countryside and to seoul.

i was a nobody back home.

i gotta admit though! the food in seoul was delicious and when i met got7,, everything could not have been more perfect. they were the ones who made me feel less homesick.

the villains in my life were my co-workers, except min of course. they were a group of people i had no power against-

but what's the worst that could happen, right? i work with got7, and they're all I need!