⚠️talking about suicide⚠️
Charlis pov; I felt chases lips on mine and I felt a pull and then suddenly I kissed back. The doctors started screaming and pushes chase out of the room. I open my eyes 10 minutes later and I see chase and Thomas and Dixie standing over me. I say "wait how am I alive" chase and Dixie start to ball and I say "what's wrong?" They say "charli you died we thought we would never hear your voice again!" I smile and say "well I'm alive" Dixie says "why did you call 911?" I say "I didn't want you to have to find me" chase says "charls why did you do it?" I say "no one loves me my life turned to complete shit all in one day because I lost the love of my life and I lost my spot in the hype house. That's all I had. I had nothing left to live for besides me to cry everyday all day. I lost myself" Thomas says "well your coming back to the hype house" I say "really?" And Thomas nods and I say "thanks" chase grabs my hand and I smile. Chase says "everyone loves you charls including me so don't think that" I smile. And then all of the hype house runs in my room and I laugh and say "hey guys" faintly. I say "gosh my head hurts" kouvr says "charli how did you do it?" I say "do what?" Kouvr says "try to ya know" I say "oh I took all of my anxiety pills at once" then I say "guys I'm so sorry that I'm so weak that I did this to y'all I promise I will never do anything like this again" chase smiles. The sway house quickly comes through the door. Josh and chase look at each other weird but they don't start anything. Bryce says "so what happened?" I say "I died and came back to life" kio says "wait what?" I say "yeah" josh says "how did you die?" I say "I Um- I tried to kill my self" josh looked shocked and so did the rest of the sway boys. I say "can I have my phone please?" And chase hands it to me.
Chases POV: I hand charli her phone and she goes on it and her face drops. I say "what happened?" Charli shows me a article and it says "charli damelio reportedly dead after killing herself" and it's a video of me having a seizure. And Charli says "so literally everyone knows that I basically killed myself" I nod. Griffin says "Dixie have you talked to your parents?" Dixie says "omg fuck they still think she's dead" I laugh. Griffin says "charli why didn't you leave them a note?" Charli says "I couldn't say goodbye to my parents. It was hard enough being so selfish to try to leave this planet and leave the people I love I just couldn't do it." The doctor walks in and says "ms it looks like your okay you just need to stay over night and you may throw up and have headaches." Charli nods and then the doctor looks at the 25 of us in the room and says "only one visitor is allowed to stay the night" I nod.
Charlis pov: "only one visitor is allowed to stay the night" I heard the doctor say. Everyone leaves except for Dixie and chase and they both say "I'm not leaving you" I say "can you get the doctor please?" They nod the doctor comes in and I say "please can they both stay?" The doctor says "fine" i start to get aching headaches and say "guys I'm going to take a nap" they both say "okay"
Chases pov: while charli takes a nap me and Dixie go to the cafeteria to grab some food. We sit down and talk. Dixie says "charli really does need you chase" I nod and start to tear up and say "this is all my fault" Dixie says "no chase it's not only you it's the haters and well our parents" i say "what do you mean your parents?" Dixie says "they always wanted me and charli to be doctors and have careers but that obviously isn't going to happen and well they stopped talking to us or supporting us" I say "what do you mean?" Dixie says "a week ago they told charli that she was a disappointment" I frown at the thought of charli being told that. Me and Dixie then go back to charlis hospital bed to see the paparazzi flashing cameras in her face and asking her questions like "why did you attempt suicide?" which causes her to wake up. She starts to freak out. I scream "get out of here right now" and they do. I walk over to her and say "hey charls are you okay?" She says "yes I am now" I smile.
