Sick but okay

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Charlis pov: I wake up with cameras being shoved in my face and paparazzi say "why did you attempt suicide" I didn't answer. Chase walked in with Dixie and got rid of them. I breathed hard. Me and chase just hung out watching tv. I say "Dixie has mom or dad called?" Dixie says "no I'm sorry" I look down.

10 minutes later

Chases POV: I'm holding charlis hand while on my phone and she starts to throw up into a pan. I grab her hair and rub her back. She says "chase I don't want you seeing me like this" I say "charls don't be ridiculous" she continues throwing up and then stops. She says "stop looking at me I look disgusting" I say "charli you look beautiful doing anything" she blushes. And lays back into her hospital bed. I grab her hand again. The doctor walks in and says "hello sorry it's late but charli can go home tomorrow" me and charli both smile.

Charlis pov: I wake up with chase sleeping on the couch next to me and I smile at him. I think to myself i can't fall for him again. But I really want to. I call Thomas and say "hey I'm getting discharged today" he says "okay do you wanna move back to the hype house?" I ask Dixie and she says "sure" I say "sure but are you sure that you want us to move back in?" He says "yes charli we have missed you guys" I smile and say "okay see y'all later!" As I say that chase wakes up and says "hey charls how ya feeling" I lie and say "feeling okay!" He says "charli I can see right through u" I say "fine I feel like crap but it's okay" he smiles and grabs my hand and says "I will help you get through it" I smile and say "thank you chase thank you for being so supportive" he says "i love you char" I say "I love you too huddy" he smiles. He says "so did you throw up last night and me not hear?" I say "yeah" and then chase asks "how many times?" I look down and say "three" he grabs my hand and says "are you hungry?" I say "yeah but the food they serve me is disgusting" and look away. He says "I can go buy you something from the cafeteria" I smile and say "that would be nice" I go to grab my wallet and he says "what do you think your doing?" I say "well I'm going to give you money" he says "no your not I'm going to pay for it" I roll my eyes and say "no your not" he says "oh yes I am" and then I say while laughing "no your not" then Dixie says "woah that's the first time I've seen my sister laugh or smile in over a month" chase smiles and I smile too. Chase finally wins the play fight we had.  He then texted me

Chase- hey charls what do you want from the cafeteria?

Charli- can i please have a sub?

Chase- ofc what drink?

Charli- sprite please

Chase- okay charls💖

Charli- thank you chase💗💗

Chase- np💗


Chases pov: I grab charlis food and drink and head back up to her room. When I get there she's watching tv and looking cute as always. I hand her her food and drink and she says "thank you huddy" I smile and say "anything for you" she blushes. I love it when she does that. After she gets done eating she says "that was way better then hospital food" I say "that's good!" And smile. The doctor walks in and says "you will be able to leave at 12:00 pm" charli says "okay thanks"  it was 11:00 am so charli got dressed and then packed up. When it was time to leave me Dixie and charli got in a Uber. Charli was sitting in the front of the Uber and charli sat in the front.

Charlis pov: when I got in the Uber the driver said "hi pretty girl" chase didn't hear. I just sat there for most of the ride until the guy said "so are you single?" Chase looks at me and i look at him. This guy is at least 50. I roll my eyes and look at him and rudely say "I'm 15" he says "so?" I say "your disgusting" he then puts his hand on my thigh and chase says harshly "get your hand off of her right now" I try to move it but he keeps putting it back. I finally slap his arm and he backs off. We get out of the Uber and then walk up to the hype house. Before we enter chase hugs me and I hug him back. He says "I haven't hugged you in a while charls" I say "I missed hugging you" he blushes and smiles. We go inside and everyone runs to me and hugs me. I hug everyone back and I say "I have missed y'all" they all said "same." I went upstairs and sat my stuff down in my room. I wasn't used to staying in here. I always stayed in chases room. But we're not together anymore. I started to tear up then chase came In the room and said "what's wrong charli?" Concerned I say "nothing" he says "come on char" I say "it's nothing chase" and walk away.

Chases POV: Idk what's going on with charli. I love that girl so much I would die for her. She's the most loyal and sweetest soul out there. But I was not loyal to her. We never even talked about it. Maybe we should maybe if we do she would forgive me. I walk up to her while she's in the kitchen getting water and say "hey charls can we talk" she says "yeah" I look at the room full of people and say "in private" she says "sure" we walk to the theatre room and turn the lights on. I say "so can we talk about how we broke up?" She looks down and says "I mean sure" I say "so I dm'd nessa after reading some hate comments and dm's of people basically saying that I don't deserve you and that you would leave me soon." She says "so that makes it right?" Harshly. I grab her and and say "of course not I hate myself so much for causing you that pain" a tear runs down her cheek. She says "was I not enough? We're you falling out of love?" I say "no charls it was just a horrible mistake" she then says "chase can I see the dm's?" I say "charli I don't think that's a great idea" then she says "the only way I think we can get through this is if I know the truth about everything" I start to tear up and I hand her my phone.

The dm's

Chase- hey nessa

Nessa- hi

Chase- so what are you doing rn?

Nessa- nothing u?

Chase- can I come over?

Nessa- oh do you wanna hang out with josh?

Chase- no I wanna hang out with you.

Nessa- ?

Chase- wanna fuck?

Nessa- chase your my boyfriends best friend AND you have a girlfriend!

Chase- no one has to know it can be a one time thing

Nessa- no I'm telling josh

Chase- please just once

Nessa- no I'm telling josh and ur girlfriend is going to find out

Chase- idc

Nessa- wow you are not a good guy at all. You don't deserve charli I hope she leaves your ass. I'm blocking you.

Nessa Barrett blocked you

Charlis pov: as I read the dm's tears stream down my eyes. I cry really hard and chase hugs me. I hug him back I cry on his shoulder for at least 20 minutes. When we pull apart he was crying too. I say "chase I think I need some time. To find my trust for you again" it breaks my heart to say that. He starts to cry and I hug him. We walk out of the theatre room with red faces and tear stained cheeks and everyone looks at us weird. I walk up into my room and chase goes in his. I look up on my phone and watch some of me and chases old tiktoks while we were dating. I cry really hard and I hear a knock on the door....

                                              

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