⚠️kinda deep stuff+ anxiety⚠️
Chases POV: I walk up to charli and try to kiss her but she dodges my kiss and says "sorry I'm not in the mood" I say "charli I'm not trying to have sex I just wanna get a kiss" she doesn't say anything and I just walk off kinda annoyed
Charlis pov: great now chase is mad at me. I hate myself then way I look. Everything in everyone's eyes on the internet I'm perfect but I'm really not. I'm always bloated. I usually have blackheads. I'm short. And there is so much more I can list. I go in the bathroom and look in the Mirror and say but not too loud "I'm not pretty" "I'm not fit" "I'm not a good
dancer" I list so many more with tears dropping down my face.
Chases POV: I hear charli crying in the bathroom. I don't know about what but I think it's about me getting irritated with her. I think to myself "why is she such a baby?!" And walk away. I feel bad for leaving her like that tho. 10
minutes later she walks out of the bathroom with a red tear stained face. She sits on the bed and I sit next to her and say "hey baby what's wrong?" She says "chase I just need some space to myself today I'm not mad at you" I nod and hug her. I really don't know why she's so sad. She says "wait I'm sorry I shouldn't do that I shouldn't shut you out" I say "baby girl I'm sorry just tell me whats going on so we can get through it together" she nods and says "I had an anxiety attack in the bathroom" tears fill her eyes. I say "baby girl why?" She says "the hate I know what everyone says that it comes with being famous and everything it's just hard to not hate yourself when you get told everyday about everything that's wrong with you"
Charlis pov: as I was crying in the bathroom I had an anxiety attack. I wanted to call for chase but I could barely breathe. I walked out of the bathroom and chase sits next to me in the bed and says "hey baby what's wrong" I say "chase I just need some space to myself today I'm not mad at you" I regret it tho. He hugs me and then I say "wait I'm sorry I shouldn't do that I shouldn't shut you out" I said that because I really shouldn't that's how relationships end. I explain everything that happened to him and I think he understands well. He says "charli if you ever need to talk I'm here baby you can talk to me about whatever whenever I don't care if it's 2 am and you just need someone to listen I'm here or if you need a shoulder to cry on I'm here. I love you with everything in me" I start to tear up and chase says "awe don't cry baby" I say "these are happy tears you make me feel so loved" he hugs me and says "you are loved"
