Ara..
"Why are you here!? Its too early!" I irritatedly said as I saw a greek god like infront of my bed, standling.
He chuckled, how musculine it is. He's no other than my baby Jeisz. "Onee-chan, I missed you. You just disappeared one week ago and even Sharlene onee-chan didn't know where you are." He said pouting.
I rise from my bed and straightly went to my bathroom as I brushed my teeth and washed my face then I went out.
"Good morning baby Jeisz." I smiled as I went near him and kissed his cheeks.
The door suddeny opens and I'm kissing baby Jeisz cheeks and that's the scene he witness as he entered.
"The breakfast is ready." He said and stormed out of my room.
"Oh my god.." Sabi ko habang kinakabahan.
"Sumimasen onee-chan." He said bowing his head. (Sumimasen can be use to say I'm sorry in Japanese, just like gomenasai.)
"Its ok, baby Jeisz. Let's go." I said as I patted his head and hold his hand, pulling him out of my room.
Its not really that ok.. *sigh*
Pagkababa namin ay hindi manlang niya ako pinansin. What do I expect? He's always been cold since then. I don't know why, that's the reason I'm so eager of his attention. I want his attention.
"Good morning, Kuya." Baby Jeisz greeted him but to our dismay, he didn't move even a bit and just continued eating.
"Eat, baby." I said to baby Jeisz ignoring the pang of pain that's starting to eat me and pretend that he is not here.
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I'm siting on the grass while leaning my back calmly at the tree. Branches of tress were dancing by the blow of the wind. The scatterd leaves on the ground multiplies and the dusk of air is rustling everywhere. I straighten my legs and my hands on my lap, comfortably. I wore my simple white t-shirt partnered by my blue faded jeans. Even my sneakers is sky blue, the color of the sky.
Its been 2 hours since I went here. I didn't attend my class. I had to escape from them, I had to.
This park is my sanctuary where I found my solace. I sighed deeply and feel the cold breeze of the wind that is hovering around the place.
Christian Baylon is my first love though he never knew. He thought that I just like him for his money and fame. How rude is that?
Eventhough his rude, you cannot complain. You can't say anything. You can't disobey him. You're like a lost kitten, Ara Chua.--My inner goddess lecturing me while standing and her two hands were on her waist and frowning at me.
I sighed and ignored her.
*I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away.. I shouldn't see you but I can't move.. I can't look away.. And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not--*
Ugh--my ringtone. I frown answering without looking at the screen.
"And who is this?" I asks irritated.
"Really? You have the guts to asked me that? After not attending your class, you have the guts to answer me with that tone!?" He shouted.
