Mijo's POV
Niall parked the car near the side of the road I noticed that we stopped near at the forest.
"Ni where are we?" I asked
"Actually I don't know what's this place is called but I know this is the place I'll take you" he said
"Okay" I said
"Now wear this" he said giving me a bilnfold
"And what's this for?" I said
"It's a blindfold Boo you use it to cover your eyes" he said
"I know what this is Ni! But why do I need to wear this?" I said holding the blinfold
I wear the blindfold as Niall holds my hand out of the car as we walked through the woods I heard leaves while I take a walk and he was holding my back guiding me somewhere as we came to a stop Niall took my blindfold off as my eyes adjust to the light of my surrounding I saw the most woderful things I've seen.
"Ni this is-" he cutted me off
"Great? I know you love the stary night so I already know this is the perfect spot for the both of us" he said
While I glanced up at the sky the stars shine really bright. I can't even count the number of stars that were shinning tonight. Niall and I layed down the grass as we look up at the sky.
"Do you know why I always look up at the sky every night Ni?" I said
"No why?" he said
"Well it reminds me of my Mum and she told me that she will be up there to be watching me and to guide me because she tells me she will be a star one day and she will guide me from up there" I said looking up at the night
He shifted his body so he was looking at me now.
"You miss her don't you?" he said
I moved both of my hands to my chest as I feel this wonderful moment.
"Yeah she's a really lovely person and a nice one I just don't get why did she have to die early" I said as I can't fight back the tears that were strolling down to my cheeks.
"Shhh she's happy now up there" he said pointing on a star
"I know and I'm happy as long as she's happy" I said
"Wait I'll be back in a jiff I'll just get something on my car" he said standing up
"Okay but please hurry up" I said
He nodded as he turned around and jogged towards the car as I returned my gaze back up the sky. Should I tell him? I don't want his night to be ruined but some of me says I really need to tell him I just wanted to die without breaking his heart. Leaving him here without a broken heart.
"Hey I'm back" he said while holding a guitar
"Hey" I said
As he sat across of me while I sat also we were both seating crossed leg as he started strumming his guitar. I already noticed what song will he play.
"Going out tonight, changes into something red
His mother doesn't like that kind of dress
Everything she never had, she's showing off" he sang
As the first lines were sang I can't stop but to cry even more
"Driving too fast, moon is breaking through his hair
He's heading for something he won't forget
Having no regrets is all that he really wants" he sang
Yeah having no regrets is al I really wants that I shouldn't be afraid of loving him as I know the days will passed by and I'm nearing my end.
"We're only getting older baby
And I've been thinking about it lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Dissappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes It will never change me and you" he sang
As tears were still rolling down my cheeks while I glance up at the sky the night really changes fast don't they? I thought about the times I was just dreaming of me and him dating it's been four years sine I started my fandom to them and my crush to him.
"Chasing here tonight, doubts are running' round his head
He's waiting, hides behind his cigarette
Heart is beating loud, but he doesn't want it to stop" he sang
True doubts are running around my head now as I make up my mind to tell him the truth.
"Moving too fast, moon is lighting up his skin
He's falling, doesn't even know it yet
Having no regrets is all that he really wants" he sang
"Going out tonight changes into something red
His mother doesn't like that kind of dress
Reminds him of the missing piece of innocent she lost" he sang
I hope the night changes slow so I can cherish every moment I still can have while I'm with him.
"W're only getting older baby
And I've been thinking about it lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Dissappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change, baby
It will never change, baby
It will never change me and you" he sang the last lines
Yeah I won't regret anything to him I'll cherish every moment I can have while I'm with him the night may change fast but i know it will help me to treasure most of it.
"Hey don't cry please?" he said cupping my cheeks
"Okay" I said wiping my eyes and cheeks
"It's just that when I watched the Night Changes on the net I always just imagined that I was dating you but look here I am dating with you" I said gesturing the surroundings
"Aww you know I love you" he said leaning forward on me
As inches were only seperating us he leans more until our lips crashed and I felt the sparks and fireworks erupted on my stomach my heart flutters at the sudden things he does to me. This boy will be the cause of death literally. As we pulled away I inhaled and prepared my self
"Ni there's something I need to tell you" I said
"What is it?" he said giving me those sly grins
"I'mdiagnosedtocancer" I said fast
"What?" he asked
"I'm diagnosed to cancer" I said
