Chapter 22

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Niall's POV 

"I'm diagnosed to cancer" he said 

What?!? He's diagnosed to cancer when did he find out that? For how long? What is his cancer? These thoughts kept running on my mind I can't believe someone so nice and graceful can be diagnosed to cancer life isn't just unfair. 

"W-what!?! When did you found out?" I said 

"Earlier this morning" he said glancing at the sky as a tear rolled down to his cheeks 

"Oh Boo" I said hugging him 

His head is now placed on my chest as we sat I sense his body was shaking and he was crying on my shirt but I don't care if my shirt got soaking wet. I rubbed small circles on his back. 

"I'm so sorry" I said kissing his head 

"You don't have to 'cause you did nothing" he said still crying on my chest 

"You don't deserve this" I said trying to fight the ntears to roll down from my eye 

"I know I just can't take it! I want to do many things before I die" he said still crying 

"Shhhh you won't die okay? You and I will do this yeah? You'll fight your cancer" I said assuring him 

"But Ni my cancer it's at third stage" he said shaking and crying 

And that's where it broke my heart he's too young to go to a phase like this I hugged him tightly as if he's the life hanging by a thread. Well he's my life. 

"Look you'll get through this okay?" I said cupping his face using my thumb to wipe the tear stains on his cheeks. 

"But-" I cutted him off 

"No listen promise me you'll fight for this, for you and for us okay?" I said 

"Yes Ni" he said 

As his breathing becames heavier I couldn't stop but to ask him things that were going through my mind. 

"Does anyone knows about this already?" I asked 

"Yes" he said 

I sighed "If there's only a thing that I can do" I said hugging him again 

"Well you can help me through my chemo" he said 

"Of course I'll be there" I said 

"I'll be with you forever" I said 

"Please don't make a promise that won't last long enough" he said as he pulled away and looked up at the sky

"Why?" I asked 

"Sometimes people don't understand the promises they're making when they make them" he said looking at me 

"Look I always make a promise that I know what I will do" I said 

"I love you" I said as I rested my forehead against his 

"I love you too" he said 

As we pecked each others lips.

"I'll never get used to this" he said 

"Me too" I said 

-Next Morning- 

I stayed at his Aunt's place since it's lat last night and we have a week of break so I'll be spending my time with him. I felt someone shaking me. 

"Good morning Nibear" I opened my eyes as I hugged him 

"Ni your killing me!" he said struggling to breath

"Oh sorry" I said realising him 

"What do you want to watch for today? Since I got a week off" I said 

"Really?" he said clapping his hands 

"Yes so what do you want to watch?" I asked 

"Hmmm how about The Best Of Me" he said 

"Okay" I said 

He got up strolling with Kiwi his oxygen tank I kept thinking everything what happened last night I really wanted him to surviv this I promised I will be forever with him and once I made a promise I'll never break it. 

When he got back he was carrying a flashdrive as he leaned towards the TV on their theatre room he inserted it there as we waited for the movie to be played. 

"Hey do you want something to eat while were watching a movie?" he asked 

"Yeah I'll just have a popcorn" I said 

"Okay wait" he said standing up and going to their kitchen

He brought the popcorn and gave it to me. As the movie was playing I kept glancing towards him we were laying on the couch his head was on my chest as I spoon him with my arms wrapped around his waist and my head in his shoulders. I didn't know what started with him but when it was the part where the main guy was shotted on the heart Mijo suddenly started crying. 

"Hey what's wrong?" I asked 

"It's just that romance with sad endings always makes me cry" he said 

"Awwww I didn't know that" I said kissing his cheeks 

When the movie ended I noticed he was already asleep as I stand up from the couch walked to the kitchen I heard the door open as I turned around to look who it was. 

"Hey Ni" the three of them said in unison. Val, Al and Vanessa. 

"Hey guys" I said waving at them 

"So did he told you already last night?" Vanessa asked 

"Yes. I don't really know what to do now? He looks so fragile at this rate" I said 

"Yeah but he can always go to chemo" she said 

"Yes but of course he will felt more depressed" I said 

"You're right but what else can we do?" she asked 

As we walked to the the kitchen I kept thinking of what to do then suddenly it hit me. 

"I got it" I said raising my pointer finger in the air.

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