Mijo's POV
I gulped hardly preparing for the biggest decision I'm gonna do.
"Ni I think I should go and start the chemo" I said
"Oh" he said as I saw in his eyes filled with happiness and worries
I looked back at my lap as he lifted my chin so I can look at him again.
"You know you're very strong to make that decision yah know?" he said
I hugged him my head was on the crook of his neck as tears fell down on my eyes. Sobs escaped from my mouth
"Shhhhh you know I'll be there for you maybe you can start it after our last concert yeah?" he said
"Yeah" I said
My mind were filled with thoughts when I start the chemo my hairs will fall and I'll look more disgusting as I am now as those thoughts kept on my mind and I cried on him again as I tighten my hug on him. I just want his hug protective and I felt safe.
"Well can I tell now my news?" he asked
"Yeah sure" I said as I pulled away from him and wipe my tears as he pecked my lips again.
"Well management talked to us and said I can come out with you on the last concert in Miami" he said as I froze on spot
Wait! Is it already been almost a month before we can come out!?!
"Really Ni?" I said
"Yeah so I was wondering if you can come-" I cutted him off by tackling him on a hug and we fell on the floor luckily we didn't fall badly.
"Yes Ni I will come with you!" I said excitedly
"Great" he said pecking my forehead as we stood up and walked to the door as I tugged him on his wrist he turned around and looked at me.
"Ni why do you like me? I mean I'm not those model type persons I'm fat, ugly and I have a fucking cancer!" I said as tears roll down from my cheeks
"Shhhh you don't need physical looks to attract me okay? Because your huggable and I love the way you are okay?" He said
"But Ni-" he cutted me off by putting a finger on my mouth to shush me. As he carry me to the couch on the music room back I was shocked of how strong he was to carry me. As he jogs and picks a guitar and calls the boy.
"Hey lads I need you here" he said
As the boys got all inside he whispered something to them as I glance at them and they looke at me Niall started strumming his guitar I can't recognize the tune he was playing though.
"You're insecure
Don't know what for
Your turning heads when you walk through the door
Don't need makeup
To cover up
Being the way that you are is enough" Liam sang pointing at me
"Oh no!" I said laughing holding my stomache with both of my hands
"Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but you" Harry sang as he turns around at points at me
"Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell
