prohibited {saimami}

+-chapter 1-+

shuichi's pov :

"Bless us, O Lord, and these, Thy gifts, which we are about to receive from Thy bounty. Through Christ, our Lord. Amen." i untied my hands from each others, grabbing the fork and the knife before gently cutting a piece of my beef, and putting it in my mouth before chewing. the dinner was silent, if we talked, we might get in touble for disrespecting the meal and it's creator. i finished my plate and did the dishes. i quickly picked my 2 years old sister, hanako, and along with all of my other sisters, we went to our room.

we entered the little room and i made sure they all were fully prepared to go to sleep. as i changed hanako, she asked me a question i wasn't waiting for. "shooshi ?" i looked up at her, smiling. " yes ?" she looked down, apparing sad. "does dad and mom loves us ?..." i ruffled her hair and answered. "of course they do, they just don't know how to show it...." she smiled, then hug me. "thanks shooshi..." i smiled before tucking her in bed. i turned the lights off before laying in my bed, after a little goodnight from everyone, we drifted off to sleep.

~~~~~~~~tomorrow, 7:20~~~~~~~~

after dropping my sisters to school, me and kaede went to school, but i quickly notice kaede being uneasy. "kaede ? you look...rather uncomfortable ? are you okay ?" she sighed. ".....can you keep a secret ?" i smiled. "of course, you can tell me everything." she looked down, embarrassed. "i kissed a girl yesterday....and i liked it..." i took some times to process. "d-do you think you're...?" she looked at me in complete despair. "i wish i wasn't....but it seems like i do like girls..." i felt really sad for her. "let's just hope your parents doesnt find out..." she looked at me with a sad smile, and nodded. 

we quickly reached the school, we took out our things and went to class. we were always in the same class since preschool, and since we were really close, our familly arranged a wedding for after university, even though we felt nothing for each other, we just both come extremely religious famillies, so we sort of bumped into each other. 

we were early, so we sat down in the corridor and talked. she smiled. "by the way shuichi, you know rantaro, right ?" i tried to recall myself of him. "i already heard of him, but i'm not sure of who he is." she smiled. "he's the new one, he's comming today. let's try to be friend with him !" she smiled brightly. i nodded. "it's always great to have a new friend, isn't it ?" she giggle. "well, duh sherlock !" we laughed.

"sure thing mister." we both heard a mysterious voice. "now you have around an hour to spend here, if you need anything, you know where my office is." this voice, it was the headmaster's, although for the first voice....we never heard it before.... we peeked, hiding behind a wall, to see the headmaster leaving a green hair boy behind. the green hair boy smile. kaede being kaede rushed up to him, grabbing my wrist. "hey !" she exclaimed, stopping behind him, he turned around, looking at the both of us. "mh ? oh, hi there." he smiled at us. "what's your name ??" kaede was bouncing exitedly, no one was wondering why she was popular and had loads of friends, she was really sociable. "calm down there." he chuckled, putting his hand in font of him in a sort of defense mouvement. "and my name is rantaro amami, what about you two ?" he smiled. kaede proudly stood there. "i'm kaede akamatsu ! and this little piece of sugar is shuichi saihara !" she said the last part while hugging me. he smiled. "shuichi and kaede, huh ? i like those names." kaede giggled, i quickly gulped. "s-sorry for her, she's really happy today." i chuckled and pat her back. he smiled. "are you two together ?" we flinched. "no we're not, we're just really close." i smile while answering him. "oh, i'm really sorry." kaede smiled. "no big deal, people always think we're together." we all laughed it off.

"oh yeah, by the way, why are you in the school ?" kaede asked, rantaro just chuckled nervously. "well, my parents are pretty rich, and they 'want the best education for me', their words, not mine." i looked at him curiously. he chuckled. "what's up little bunny ? you're curious about something ?" i flinched, blushing slightly at the nickname. "you're weird...." i said, looking away. he chuckled. "yeah, sure. by the way, since you two are religious, you...could be homophobic ? you're not, right ?" kaede giggled. "not at all ! our famillies are though. also, if you're gay, you should really keep it a secret, people here aren't accepting and will most certainly report you to the headmaster...and make you get expelled." he flinched. "but you can keep it a secret, right ?" we both nodded. "of course we can....you're still weird though..." i looked away as he chuckled.

chuckled....what a strange guy.