shuichi's pov
it was finally lunchtime, i sat beside kaede, my blue locks apparently picking the attention of a certain green haired boy. "they're so soft !" he exclaimed, passing his hands in my hair almost like a fangirl wanting desperatly my time. "stop it, you're weird...." i muttered for what feels like the 11037th time. hopefully, there was no one around. "but they're still soft !" he exaggeratedly pet them. "the saihara's are known for their beautiful locks ! did u know that there was no boy born in 19 generations ???? i find this really cool !" kaede giggled, passing a hand through my hair. "there's nothing cool with it.... my whole familly thinks i'm gay." i said annoyingly. "they might think that also because on your childhood crush on daniel radcliff, and....also on tom felton. also-" kaede was cutted off. "t-that's not true ! i mean....it might be, but like, who didn't have a crush on daniel radcliff ??" i try to defend myself. "staight boys ?" kaede answered. i stuttered out some gibberish but no concrete words came out of my mouth. "i think i broke him." kaede affirmed, giving two taps on my head. i groaned, rantaro laughed slightly.
it's been a couple weeks since rantaro arrived. i kept eating rather silently. then suddenly, the school speakers played a short music, to then make a feminin voice heard throughout the cafeteria. "kaede akamatsu is waited to the principal as soon as possible. thank you." then the speakers went silent. "i'll be right back !" she said, waving at us while skipping away. rantaro seemed worried. "rantaro....you look kinda worried, is everything okay ?" he sighed. "i have bad feelings about this...." i smiled. "don't worry, she lost her watch a couple of days ago, i'm sure they just found it." he looked at me, smiling. "you're right..." he sighed again, eating his food. "you know, i noticed that you were really silent, is there a reason ?" he asked with a tint of worries in his voice, he smiled at me with a reassuring glare. "well...h...hum....we just never really talk in my familly....a...and i have only kaede and you to talk to..."
he laid his hand on mine, smiling. shiver went down my spine, he was so gentle and kind, my body wasn't quite ready for this. he started caressing it, i blushed, looking down at our hands. suddenly, the speakers played the short music. then the voice spoke once more. "shuichi saihara and rantaro are waited to the principal immediatly. thank you." rantaro quickly pulled awayand got up, i followed him close.
we soon arrived in the principal office. "welcome boys, can you please take a sit ?" we nodded and sat down in front of the desk, where 2 chairs were neetly placed. "so, you two are pretty close to kaede, right ?" we nodded. "did she talk to you about kissing girls and such ?" we then looked at each other in panic. "she didn't...is she really what we think she is ?..." i lied, she did told me about this of course. "well, someone caught kaede akamatsu and maki harukawa kissing, maki got sent home and kaede to the police station, and got expelled." we were both shocked. "expelled....you mean...like....expelled ?" rantaro asked. the principal nodded. "homosexuality is strictly forbidden, in or out of the school." we were both really upset. "does her parents know about this ?" he nodded and i gulped. "that's why the police came to pick her up, because her parents didn't wanted to." "but....isn't she kinda old to get sent in another familly ?" he shrugged. "not my problem anymore. you two can go now." rantaro dragged me out of the room.
"i can't realise this....kaede ? expelled ?..." i remained silent. i also couldn't believe this, and i would be lying if i said i wanted some time alone. while walking, i spotted a group of people. "and then, i reported them to the principal." a purple haired short boy exclaimed. "really though, who would kiss someone from the same gender ? that's disgusting !" a blond girl asked. the boy shrugged. "i don't know, it's just against nature." he answered. i sighed, about to leave, until i noticed the person who was beside me was missing. then i heard a whimper. "....are you the one who told the principal ?..." the purple haired boy, visibly hurt both emotionnaly and physically looked at the boy i thought i knew. "of course i did....all of this makes me wanna puke-" rantaro punched his stomach while the grape boy gagged. "i'll give you something else to puke about..." as a fact, kokichi had vomit coming out from both his nose and mouth. "....f....fuck you bitch-" the swarthy skin boy started to kick the way paller boy, who could only weep in answer. i finally realised what was happening before my eyes. "rantaro ! stop it ! you're going to kill him !"
that's when i noticed his eyes, drowned in a mixt of pain, saddness, and want for the blood of the poor boy, who speaking of which, couldn't breath. i could see the sparkle in his eyes faint. i panicked. "RANTARO ! I SAID STOP !" he stopped, looking up at the emptiness, then at me. i never yelled in my entire life, so people around us were schocked. "shuichi...?" i could barely see him through the tears. "stop....please..." he looked down at the boy, then throw him forward, leaving him be while some of his friends brought him to the nurses office. rantaro grabbed my wrist and dragged me away. "i'm sorry..." he said with a voice full of regret. "it's fine...." he dragged me in our classroom. "we can't go to class like this....you're covered in blood. people will think you killed someone or something." he nodded and this time, i dragged him to the changing room. and this dumbass decided it would be a great idea to take his shirt off while i was still in the room. "w-what are you doing ???" he turned around, making a little 'mh ?' sound. "i'm going to take a shower of course, we're both boys, so what's the problem ?" "everything ???? like ??? what if someone come in and have the wrong idea ?!" "speaking of which, did you know i could spin my dick like an helicopter-" "I.DON'T.WANNA.KNOW." "fiiine you're not fun !" "i'll be waiting for you outside." i said, kind of mad. i leaved the room and waited for him. after a few minute, he came out.
"let's go." i said codly, leaving while he followed me, then i noticed his tie. "what is this ?" i asked in dissaproval. "a tie ? why ?" i sighed. "it looks like a rag." i groaned then stop him, to make his tie for him. "you're a dumbass." he blushed, even though there was nothing to blush about, well, almost nothing. "sorry, i never learnt how to do them properly, so i did it as i could." i sighed. "at least you tried, next time just don't get into a fight, kay ?" he nodded. then, he tried but i quickly shut him up, knowing what he was about to say. "and no, i'm not going to give you anything in return. you're not a fucking puppy, you can learn without any rewards." he sighed. "shuichi....i'm really sorry, i didn't wanted to make you mad, i was just joking..." i let go of his tie and just leaved.
after class ended, i got out and went to the police station, i went to the lobby, then got to a random cop. "escuse me, is kaede always here ?..." i asked shyly, he smiled. "yeah, she's in the room right there." he pointed to a door, i nodded with a slight "thank you", then rushed to the door and knocked, a tired blond haired girl peeked throught the small space she made, then fully open the door to hug me. "shuichi....i'm so happy to see you..."
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prohibited {saimami}
Fiksi Penggemar! disclaimer ! this story is about homophobia in the christian religion, although i do acknowledge the fact that not all chistians are like this.
