Indonesia's pov
Another morning another day.
I thought the worsts were no longer existed. But i was wrong. I thought that if i could tell everything about me, my life, my feelings, i would have a normal cohabitation with everyone, mostly with Tokyo.
She is not my "enemy" though.
Denver. Denver is the one i should only care about. Last night i couldn't sleep, i was thinking what should i do to make him trust me again, i was hurt and angry at the same time. He only keeps pushing me away. I know how he is feeling, i feel the same too, he is not alone, so he has to stop being so selfish about it.
I walked out of my room, and went downstairs to the kitchen.
"Good Morning" i said to Tokyo and she answered me back.
In the end, i think that we can be friends, no matter what happened, she supported me and that's what matters to me now.
I have learnt to forgive, there is no second chance without forgivness.
"Look about last night, everything i told you, please don't say anything, it was my choice yes, but you know Denver and Professor are parts of my life and yeah they don't know about that. Especially now that my relationship with Denver is not the ideal one and aslo i don't want to dissapoint Professor, he trusted me to do this, so please can this stay between us?" I asked her.
"Hey relax, i wasn't going to say anything to anyone, i respect that, and thank you for telling me your story."
"Thank you Tokyo" i said and took my coffee to go upstairs.
"Oh and by the way my name is Indonesia not Melita" i said laughing and she laughed with me too.
I didn't want her to call me Melita in front of everyone, she did though last night when we were the three of us. She was confused, i get that. It's difficult for all of us because suddenly we lost our identity.
I went upstairs, to sit in my room because today our lessons will be in the afternoon, so we still have a few hours ahead of us.
I was ready to get inside, until i heard voices, loud ones actually from Denver's room. I walked closer just to hear clearly, yes i'm curious thank you.
I heard someone shouting . It was Denver.
He was arguing with someone.
"DON'T YOU DARE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE" he said loudly. I tensed a bit, i have never heard him so angry before.
"You are my son, everything you do , affects me too"
Moscow
Denver's pov
"So you're saying that you heard everything?, that you were spying on us" i yelled at him, i was so angry.
"Yes i did it, and i don't regret it." My father answered me.
"I have told you so many times, eveything i do with my life, my son and my wife is my fucking business, it is my family"
"No you're wrong, it's our family, you're my son , she is my daughter and my grandson, if you have a problem so do i. At least you called her your wife now, that's something" he said and i rolled my eyes.
He thinks it's a joke. Well it's not.
"Son, these two people are important to me first of all, because they are important to you. I love her because you love her, your hapiness is my hapiness, is that so bad that i care?. I tried my best to grow you up with love, because your mother left us, i tried my best to teach you how to respect a woman because they are the most beautiful creatures ever, well not all of them though were made to be mothers, but your wife has everything. Remember? You told me once . You have seen in her, the girlfriend, the wife, the mother and the friend. You are not heartless son, you have the most beautiful soul, you are an amazing father, and she is an amazing mother. I know that you're angry but don't give up on your family. Paulo son, wouldn't want you to treat his mother like this." he said and gave me a small smile before exited the room.
Indonesia's pov
He left me speachless for one more time, he was the best person i have ever met. He has given me so much strenght on everything and he is still by my side and he will always be, i know that.
I hide myself in the corner, because i didn't want him to see me. I didn't want him to know that i was listening.
I took a glimpse of Denver inside his room, his hands were on his head and he was looking outside of the window.
I think it's time to clear some things between us.
I went inside his room and closed the door behind me.
"Dad please , i want to be alone, go away" he said to me.
"It's me" i said, but it sounded something more like a whisper.
"What are you doing here?" he asked me when he turned around and saw me.
"I was outside, and i , i heard voices and-"
"So you heard everything" he finished from me.
"Yes" i said to him.
"And what do you want now?"
"Look Denver, i really don't want anything from you except for your help. I can't forced you to do anything you don't want okey? If you want to blame me go ahead, do it , you're not wrong though. But you won't take Paulo from me, and i will do anything about it. You will be able to see him as much as you want but Paulo is going to stay with me. You can't take a baby away from his mother. I love you and i love you with my whole heart, and back then and now and always. I'm sorry for what happened, i truly am, but i don't know what should i do to win you back, to be together again. So all i ask is just to be a team on this, to help eachother to take him back, with respect above all and love for him, for our son. I don't care about your plans, or how much you hate me or what you want to do with Tokyo or everyone else, i can't do this anymore. I have other problems to worry about, i begged you and i have tried really hard. Im giving up on us, no matter what i will say, or Moscow will say, everything in the end is on you" i said to him.
He was looking at me the whole time but didn't say a word.
I took a pen from his desk and wrote down a name.
"This is the name of the institution he is in, i thought that you should know, i went sometimes there just to see the place, of course i couldn't get in to give a name or something, but i talked with a woman, it seems a friendly place, but of course it's not home." i said to him.
"His home is with us" he said and took the piece of paper from my hands.
"Agreed" i said and made my way towards the door.
"Thank you" he said.
I just gave him a smile and left.
If we are going to do this, at least we have to do this together.
