When Love Conquers Two

Chapter 42

Previously in When Love Conquers Two

The group is in the hospital when Sarah wakes up.  She was in a coma for days because of the amount of blood lost. They find out that Sarah just had a very bad PTSD episode. She's stuck in the hospital for 5 days to make sure she doesn't kill herself again. Her father comes to the hospital room and Sarah tells him off.

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It's been a week since I was in the hospital. The boys haven't let me be alone the entire time. Someone's always with me. It's kinda annoying at this point. Like when I go to the bathroom, someone's outside the door making sure I don't try to kill myself. Louis and I are hanging out watching tv in my room. I'm scrolling through twitter when I see Niall retweeted a girl named Rylie's tweet about a new outfit she got with a picture of her wearing it. I click on it, just to see if he commented. Ever since he cheated on me, a part of me never fully trusts him when it comes to other girls. I mean, can you blame me? I see Niall's the top comment and he commented two heart emojis. He only does that to my stuff. Who is this chick? I go on her profile and scroll through it. She's a nobody. Not famous, not wannabe famous. There should be no reason Niall knows this chick. Speaking of the devil, Niall walks into the room. Before he sits down next to me I ask, "who's this and why did you put heart eyes under her tweet?" I show him the picture of Rylie. "Rylie? She's just a guitarist of mine for my solo career," he says. "Funny because she doesn't have any tweets mentioning you or being a guitarist. Wanna try again?" I say. He hesitates. "Are you cheating on me?" I ask. "No! She's just a friend from Ireland. I went to high school with her," he says. "Then why the heart emojis," I say. He doesn't say anything. "Figured. I can't believe I ever forgave you. I should have listened to my gut. Take this bloody ring back," I say giving Niall back the engagement ring. I start crying as I run out of the room. I go to the bathroom and lock myself in it. I fall to the ground hyperventilating. I can't breathe. My heart physically hurts. I can't believe he would do this to me again. "Sarah, please. Let me in. I can explain everything," Niall says through the door. "Go away," I cry out. "Sar, she's just an old friend. I just wanted to show that I think she looks good in it from a friend perspective. It's like if Louis commented on your page. It means nothing. I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I don't ever want to hurt you," he says. "You did before," I say. "And I'm going to spend the rest of my life hating myself for it," he says. There's a pause between us. "Sar, please," Niall says quietly. I stand up. I place my hand on the doorknob. Am I really going to forgive him? What if he's just doing this to stay with me? I love him so much, I can't live without him. I let out a big sigh. I open the door. "Sar, I'm so sorry," Niall says. I hug him tightly. I cry into his chest, "please never leave me. I can't live without you." "I never will, Sar. I love you so much," he says. "I love you too," I say. Once I can breathe normally, I pull away. Niall puts the ring back on my hand. "I'm sorry. I think I overreacted a little bit," I say. "No, it's okay. I broke your trust when I cheated on you. It takes time to regain trust. I'm gonna spend every day of my life trying to regain it. From now on I'll just comment what I mean. You're the only one I should be using those heart emojis on," he says understandingly. I hug him. "You're the best," I say. He hugs me back, "Only for you."

All four of us are sitting in the living room. Harry wanted to watch the news to see if they'll talk about our father going to jail again. All of a sudden Alvin and our father's face pops up on the screen. "Alvin Jackson and Marcus Ballard have broken out of jail as of an hour ago. The two were supposable been working together while in prison to have this happen," the news anchor says. "You've got to be kidding me," Harry says. I can feel all of them staring at me. My breathing quickens. This can't be happening. Alvin can't be out. "It's gonna be okay, Sar," Niall says. "My life's over," I say. I get up and start pacing. "No it isn't. You got security and a body guard. You're gonna be okay," Louis says. "They're gonna kidnap me again. Alvin's gonna try to kill you guys. He already killed Kathy. He won't be afraid to kill you guys too," I say panicking. "No one's going to die. None of us will leave this house alone. Sarah, we'll have two body guards with you always. They're gonna catch him. Don't worry," Harry says. "I can't lose you guys. I can't do this," I say tears running down my face. I collapse to the ground bawling. Louis runs over to me and kneels in front of me. "Hey, just breathe. It's gonna be okay, babe. Alvin won't hurt any of us. We'll get plenty of body guards. Everything will be okay," he says. I look up at him, "But he managed to get me before and he got Kathy. Alvin's going to kidnap me somehow. He's going to ruin my life. I-I can't do this," I cry out. I try to get up to go hurt myself but Louis grabs me and pulls me into his chest stopping me from going anywhere. I cry into his chest and hold him tight. "Is she going to be okay?" Niall asks worried. "She should. She's just taking this really hard. Just make sure no one leaves her alone for the day," Louis says. "I'm gonna go get more body guards and police officers stationed here," Harry says. He leaves the room. "Is there anything I can do?" Niall asks. "Not really. Just stay with her when she stops crying," Louis says. I pull away from him. "You better?" He asks. "Not really but I've stopped crying," I say. "Babe, you know we won't let anything happen to you, right?" Louis asks placing a hand on my arm. "I know. It's just... I can't go through another kidnapping. He beat me and raped me practically everyday. And now after I got him on death row, he's going to be a million times worse than I've ever seen. And now he's got my father with him and he's going to do whatever it takes to hurt me because of what happened last time we saw him," I say. "It's going to be okay. You aren't going to get kidnapped. It'll be okay," Louis says. I hug him. "I love you, boo bear. You're my moon," I say quietly. "And you're my sun. I love you too, babe," he says. The rest of the day the guys stay with me and keep things happy so I calm down and forget about Alvin and my father being out. I love these guys so much.