Wildest Dream

Chapter 6

"Azi, what's your full name so that I can search for you." Ricci asked while we're here. As usual sa ilalim ng buwan at mga bituin.

We're laying down on this grass, parang nag pi-picnic but hindi kami magkatabi.

Ang mga ulo lang namin, it's like parallel lines. Parang kami hays shit, oksy stop na nga sabi ko.

"Sorry, pero I don't remember my surname cci e." pag sisinungaling ko. I can't gusto ko mamg maalala nya 'ko sa real life pero hindi pwede. I don't want him to know me while I'm asleep.

"Aw, sayang. Pano pala pag nagkita tayo in real life tapos hindi mo ako makilala, Oano yon Azi?" oo nga no?

"I don't know cci, 'di ko nga alam kung magigising pa ako e." I negatively said

"Hey, ang negative mo. Don't say that. " He said.

Hindi ako kumibo.

Silence.

Shit, ngayon lang ako nainis sa katahimikan sa buong buhay ko.

I cleared my throat. "Kamusta kayo ni Heaven?" I asked.

"We're good, going stronger." he said while smiling. Ang saya nya, halatang inlove na inlove. I'm also happy for him. Deserve nya 'yon. Deserve nyang maging masaya.Sana ako rin.

"Ikaw ba? Don't you miss your family?" he asked.

"Nope. Kahit naman magising ako, alam kong ganon parin ang turing nila sakin. Parang isang hangin. They're always busy with work. Kaya mas gusto ko na lang dito."

"Don't you think they miss you too? Look, kahit na they're always busy as you said, they still love you." he said.

Love.

Matagal nang nawala sa pamilya naming ang salitang yan, simula nung mamatay ang mga magulang namin.

Money. Work. Yan na lang siguro ang bumubuhay saming mag kakapatid. Well, I can't blame them, nag kaganon lang naman kami simula nung nawala ang mga magulang namin.

"Ang swerte mo cci, you have your family around you. Kilala ka nga sa pagiging family oriented mo e," I chuckled. He smiled.

"Yeah, I'm really luck to have them. Ikaw ba? hows your life bago ka napadpad dito sa dreams ko?" he asked again.

"I'm.. I'm a college student. I love partying." yun lang ang tanging naisagot ko.

"Ano kayang mangyayari sa'tin no, if nagising ka na?" he asked.

I just shrugged, I also don't know. 'Di ko nga alam kung magigising pa ba ako e.

Silence.

Nakakabibging katahimikan na naman ang bumalot sa amin.

"Cci, what if one night pag balik mo, wala na ako? " I asked in nowhere.

"Wala ka na? what do you mean?"

"If I disappeared, wala na, nothing. I'm not invading your dreams anymore." I answered.

"Hindi ko alam.. I'll miss you I guess?" tumango lang ako sa kanyamg sinabi.

Umupo ako sa aking pag kakahiga, ginaya naman nya iyon.

"July na diba?" I asked.

"Yeah, July 8 to be specific." biglang nanlaki ang aking mga mata.

"Why?" he asked, and he looked at me.

"I-Its my birthday." I smiled bitterly.

"Oh, Happy Birthday Azi! We should celebrate it! Tara!" he's grabbing my arms motioning me to stand.