Wildest Dream

Chapter 5

Miss ko na sya, hmm pilitin ko mang isipin na mapunta ako sa ilalim ng buwan at gabi ay hindi ko parin sya makita.

Kung ganon naman pala ang kabayaran sa bracelet na madadala nya in real life sana pala dinosaur na lang ng binigay ko, choz.

Nakakalungkot mag isa na naman ako.

I closed my eyes, maya maya pa ay natagpuan ko na naman ang sarili kong nasa ilalim ng buwan.

Andito na kaya siya?

Sana nandito na sya.

Ngunit wala akong Ricci na makita.

Ni anino wala.

Wala talaga.

Later on I heard some sobs.

Sinundan ko ang tunog amd there.

I saw him.

is he crying?

Why?

"Cci" I approached as I sat down beside him.

He didn't talked.

"Whatever you are facing right now, I know you can cope it. Walang binigay na problem ang Diyos na hindi natin kakayanin." I said.

"Ang unfair ng mundo." bigla itong nag salita.

"Why?"

"Pagod na ako, pagod na akong magpanggap na okay lang ako." he then looked at me with a blood shot in his eyes

Nasasaktan ako sa mga salitang binibitawan nya.

"You cannot always wear your mask cci, you can't be always strong. You're human, may pakiramdam ka din. Try not to choose others, try to choose your self sometime. It's not being selfish Cci. Well, it's not bad sometimes naman being selfish if you have to." tuloy tuloy kong sabi.

"She's pregnant." fuck.

Tangina.

"C-congrats cci" nauutal kong sabi.

He smiled bitterly.

"She doesn't want the child. It will destroy our career daw. She lost some projects na dapat nyang gawin because of the child."

"Anong nangyari? What I have missed in your life cci?" I asked.

"I've been searching for you Azi, for 2 fucking months? San ka ba galing?!" nanginginig na tanong nya.

What?

2 months?

"I convinced her to carry the child, but the fate was really playful. Nadulas sya sa hagdan nung nag away kami. Because I saw her taking some meds na alam kong bawal sa mga buntis." Shit.

"I lost my child Azi, I lost my child without even crying kase I want them to see how strong I am." I hugged him tight.

"Napabayaan ko ang basketball, because I'm too busy being dramatic with the loss of the child just to find out that it's not fucking mine. Tangina, kaya pala ayaw nyang ipagpatuloy ang pag bubuntis nya. S-she got raped without me knowing it, kase nga I'm too busy tool check her because of yhe training." he continues

"Napakagago ko, I let my girl touch by the others, sobrang tanga ko. I'm so stupid, sinisi ko pa sya because of what happened." He cries like a child.

"Kamusta naman kayo ngayon?" I asked.

"We're good, I'm just crying kase every time na naalala ko ang nangyari last month and sakit parin, I feel so guilty." medjo kumakalma na ang boses nya ngayon.